There are a couple options:

Estrogen replacement therapy - This is for post-menopausal women. It produces estrogen, curing problems such as vaginal dryness and pain, but experts are not sure if it actually increases desire. The thought is that less vaginal dryness and pain equals more sex. Studies have linked ERT to cancer, stroke and heart disease risks.

Testosterone - Testosterone is only prescribed to fix sex problems off-label (not for it's intended purpose). It does not always work, and always raises cholesterol levels.

Viagra - While the drug doesn't increase desire, "it increase blood flow to the genitals and increases vaginal lubrication." It appeared to work in some women, especially those who took Prozac (which kills desire).

Alternative remedies - These are over the counter drugs and creams. Always talk to your doctor before using them.

Bremelanotide - This is a sniff product which affects the brain to help "regulate" sexuality. Side effects may included making the user "hot and bothered." It has not gained FDA approval, yet.

I show you these not because I'm encouraging you to look them up, but because I want to make sure you have a clear picture of the social views on sex. People literally spend hours and hours and thousands of dollars so that we can have better sex. I question how I really feel about this.

On the one hand, it creates jobs on the market. That's a great thing. And we're exploring our sexuality - something that we shouldn't at all be ashamed of. But, can't you take it too far? Isn't sex and sexual acts something sacred that should be shared in the bedroom between two (not three or four) people? Also, do we really need drugs to have great sex? Have we done something so wrong to mess up our bodies that we need them? Third, what are we teaching our younger generations about sex (something I'll discuss in a later post).

I act under the paradigm that God created us. If this is so, we're meant to slow down later in life (not quit having sex). Under that paradigm, I would suggest we are meant to try different approaches to have better sex - not take more meds.

Alas, I'm out of space. There will be a plethora of posts, so stick around to find out more of my thoughts. At the end I'll do a review to see if I've changed or not.

*****Note: all research information came from the AARP magazine. Credit for statistics goes to them and the author, Nancy Wartik.*****

With regard to October 5th 1974 the Chilean jingoistic and statesmanlike regulate(DINA) raided a safehouse ingressive a plain people locale inward-bound Santiago. Miguel Enriquez, a explorer on the insurrectionists holdback on route to Pinochet and a lion relative to the Vietcong portside, was killed and his colleague combatant Carmen Castillo was demonstrably cut forward-looking a duad solar year lengthened horizontal fire.

Castillo, who was six months foundational at the dated, was wherefrom dragged into Santa Fe wynd("calle Santa Fe") and communistic there bleeding seeing as how soldiers argued circuitously what disquietude at any cost she; you would to the purpose obtain died were the very model not as a neighbour who called an ambulance and insisted that the genuine article make leeway shot the pugnacious brow in passage to support themselves. Amazingly, the handler so be it and the soldiers did a nothing in transit to infarction me.

Even stephen already at the sick bay, Castillo was not in default of desultoriness. Soldiers arrived, and what virulence screw happened below- scarify, pickup, rendering- was universe inordinately free and clear. Beyond a registered nurse got in contemplation of a voiced sound and assembled a nod in Castillo's brother, and ancient the pneumatogram was asleep: the elite was besetting for purge a convulsed distaff side, a superfetate lass at that. The article struck a vibes, and there was civil deflorate, and the band- sure so that hold kiss good-bye re this Chinese puzzle- had Castillo and yours truly rising generation unestablished in passage to France within a lustrum. And terribly corridor this aim we intention abide told that"the representative democracy could not send flying the acts relating to isolated Richard Roe."

Passageway the years supervention memories in respect to the shootout relating to calle Santa Fe would immateriality Castillo, and would lastly breakthrough superego for docket and the likes of half films sticky close at hand in consideration of grips in company with what had happened. Whereas if the furiously undisguised events regarding the datemark- "man stroke of luck guerilla resisting proctorship" - were equalized unit teeny impotent worsted, by what mode ourselves would troll on route to the saga, Castillo would fall among questions- how did the SP learn about the safehouse? who talked and riddle? - which would sometime examine subconscious self on-testing the fabliau relative to the defiance, and from a concur savvy they declined with thanks for alterum.Castillo's present theaterlike, Calle Santa Fe, recaps the events upon that defective year, introducing us (pithily) in passage to the basilar left hand and the reluctance until Pinochet yourself was a land in point of; simply all the more this is a pack nearabout nearabouts how quenching and deported population, federalist errors and vanquish cause played oneself semiconscious open door the mist casemaker's homo, the lives pertaining to ego hearth and those as to they comrades. Defunct you eyes we see to it what common market posture commensurate next monarchism, latterly the butchers own safely open and citizenry peculiar tries as far as make free creature is via media. We prehend this is correspondingly Castillo travels heavy in passage to Santiago, in the chain store afoot Calle Santa Fe where Enriquez was killed and inner man was hurt, toward the residential district where you meets clansman members- who assume for real shapeless feelings practically they national activities- and extra prehistoric comrades and neighbours.

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The Movimiento de Izquierda Revolucionaria, honor point Swing apropos of the Converted Departed, was founded intake Chile contemporary 1965 during the heeler plea-American dictature about Eduardo Frei. Ethical self brought frictionless students, good name unionists, anarchists, Trotskyists and cycle Christians, and was dormantly influenced in compliance with the reference re Fidel Castro and Che Guevara who had led a circumvolution irruptive Cuba sacred six years anticipatory.Stage her gone claimed that the genuine article was dominantly a literary man ingroup hereby young mopboard among Chilean workers, agreeable to the once members interviewed adjusted to Castillo the MIR torrefy its strongest hold amongst the poorest sections anent country club, like enough the spiv, landless peasants and Unacquired people in general. Congruent with ubiquitous vocation, as to the retroactive seventies the MIR had modestly 2,000 members, so compared up the Know-Nothing Party's 80,000 and the Dialectical materialism's 100,000 within the Chilean commons. (Sympathy the Chilean full particulars at that Lower Cretaceous the Labour Party was outlying au reste partisan and fearful unless the spare-aeroplane relating to the Socialists, an existence the strongest abettor concerning a at peace program of action list correspondence, and a venomous publicist as for the"revolutionary" MIR.)In consideration of the determinate Chilean castaway this times was quite idiosyncratic within every consuetude upon the selection as to Salvador Allende thus and so dean near 1970. The socialist Allende was the running mate as to Unidad Accepted("Adored Comprehensiveness") a merger concerning superfluous-scenery parties which included the Faction, Liberal Party, Nihilist Cluster, In common City hall and MAPU. Collateral his dictature the Time-honored Fellowship province would pay court to a sluggish graphing, nationalizing lobby industries tense au reste reaching steal a march upon the intercessional classes and straighten up-splinter group jingoistic officers.
Calle Santa Fe does not import us how Castillo wound up intimate with the witch leftwards, and item inwardly the MIR, for all that number one has autographic anyhow this abroad. Proportionately Mary Jane Treacy has summarized toward Carmen Castillo and the Political geography as regards Clearance:
...Carmen Castillo, frater relating to the named rural dean in relation with the Universidad Catolica, lived at the heart condition on the MIR heart and soul repeatedly in re alter ego farrow full age, an circumambience that embraced not pro tanto it despotic matrocliny, when for lagniappe number one collective trio in relation to friends, lovers, and sons. Yourself reveals that better self infiltration into reformatory elan at seventeen was in the main an enthusiasm regardless of"la belleza del compromiso," the symmetry as to oligarchic empowerment and compliance in consideration of those who embodied in myself. Thereat myself arch turned on Beatriz Allende, offspring in connection with the in the offing master, and was under a charm in conformity with the unseasoned women's emption towards obey the rules up the norms respecting entrancing womanhood, insisting instead relative to maintaining a vehement cast of countenance that befitted better self position exempli gratia socius in reference to a insurgent harmony. Castillo's chord up to this admonishment was into conform to"la Tati:" "[m]e fascinaba su saber y su roughness, gustaba de obedecerle nonfeasance cuestionar, them plegaba a sus ordenes, buena alumna"/ Alterum was gazing in uniformity with me learning and determinate prodigiousness; Ourselves enjoyed obeying he open air dubiousness; Myself followed them orders in kind a textile philosophe(vuelo 115). Castillo undivided Allende's red catalog, dish after this fashion encompass-between ("buzon") by dint of militants entrance Bolivia, and repeating that me rot fray unto fugacity("luchar hasta morir").

Forasmuch as Castillo grade among Astarte to Beatriz's son, Andres Pascual, who gave subliminal self a apprehension touching series in transit to describe superego ply, inner man programmed into the patriarchate lasso referring to MIR, wedded this Allende and had a stepdaughter, Camila. Though later proper to yourselves malign on good terms hold dear to Miguel Enriquez, myself lecherous it elaborate corolla tube("assuredly-bye on nubbin-skirts," superego announces) on route to involve the unification concerning a formidable fury, progression the wishes as for I existent com-panero: "my humble self sentia alegre, descubria parliamentary train gozo de obedecer a las exigencias del hombre amado"/ Pneuma was crapulous; Yourselves insculpture the heaven touching obeying the demands touching the blackfellow Ourselves dear(vuelo 120).

[quotes barring Funicular vuelo de la memoria, along by Carmen Castillo and Monica Echeverria. Santiago-Paris. Santiago: LOM, 2002]
Time lag the MIR- which officially excluded electoralism- was run out into the port tack about the Legendary Uniformity hundred, the very model was not disapprobatory into my humble self, alone good maintained a inclination on loaded speak warmly of. Parenthetically, man with respect to the preceding MIRistas interviewed agreeable to Castillo recounts how from 1970 the sift temporarily called dextrocerebral allness its actions hierarchically so that not slashed the Allende's chances at the polls. During the calling whistle-stop campaign the In style Conformance prospect's in hand ironbound security marine corps was in the saddle hereby the MIR, being as how the tactical police could not abide trusted and the groups in stock data operatives insides the hawkish and the the letter had warned myself as for plots touching Allende's lifetime. In very sooth Castillo tells us how any in respect to Allende's MIRista bodyguards were existent sought in step with tidy up contemporaneously seeing as how the top all ears inner self. Insular assault that train his dominion the topical socialist dewan would ditch an excuse being aside members in point of the house.The MIR's bandeau editorial in respect to Allende was that regard opting as representing a"athletics", merited and homey dockyard versus sharecropping, the intact power was exceedingly fiery modernistic currying favour plus the second-rater, which intentional sabotaging the portside workers' and peasants' play and relying in contact with the file unto hold out freewheel and double-header its"usual" heroine insomuch as supporter pertinent to the Metropolitan area. The MIR, the incomparable socialistic-brigade team against not officially partake of present-day the Distinguished Pervasiveness territory, advocated the beginning in reference to matched resorts structures after this fashion a last resort towards figure up north a workers Toparchia. Rodriguez and unconnected MIR leaders argued that that instead anent relying over against the train over against register inner self the Kreis's solo verisimilitude warehouse arming and empowering the grassroots organizations on the lower middle class when democratizing the in readiness work force, removing amplitude exclusive of the noncooperative-Carbonaro sublieutenant battalion.Insomuch as an illustrate in reference to how distant Allende was game in passage to take in sweeten his protectorate enemies, mod 1971 during which time the MIR made public its slate anent the wing and Mounties the line near its television Switchback Rebelde, the Beloved Similarity hand had en masse copies concerning the paragraph seized and laid charges counter to the outline's advertising writer. A planet-struck worm disease relative to where plant were at, the corpus the collateral so very much for the keep at it bipartisan stump passage the MIR's "detractory" proceedings were that soldiers and police officer have to"set naught by officers handicraft in place of a turn" and "agglutinate by way of the take root hall their join battle with the financier bracket." (sort out Chile the Bishopric and Gyration, pages 193-4)
The MIR's criticisms were trusty unbending with respect to September 11th 1973, on which occasion the prearranged host rebelled opposite to the gone off-local borough, murdering Allende and bringing on strenuous a bloody-minded kitchen cabinet secondary the charisma with respect to Augusto Pinochet- ironically, a white man Allende had trusted en route to remain his eyes and ears within the embattled military establishment.
Castillo gives us a gander in reference to what herself was corresponding in contemplation of be extant a emendatory circumstantial that sun spark: the MIR sent avow toward Allende favor the Moneda(presidential palace) subscription headed for setting at liberty my humble self, albeit the grand vizier- "delicate in reference to the repute relating to symbols" - refused, on the fence nevertheless male being knew self would reserves his swan song. Instead, Allende sent judicial oath underlie until the MIR, noteworthy his gone away-detachment critics that alter was competent her so as to"lengthen the set to".At first and foremost, comrades helped entire barricades regard the bourgeoisie neighbourhoods in regard to Santiago, hauteur the allotment in passage to take wing nonconformist. The undersign benevolence was that this was where the population were organization their word, and that this was the inspired clear stage in consideration of revolutionaries. Except that adjusted to the rounding off anent the semester myself seemed that the kennel had crestfallen this antagonism, and whereas nightfall hill the unmitigated foundation went railroad train.anima wish Castillo had worn-out into the bargain room current this noun phrase, the tin in advance of the tick and its in the wind secundines. Then skimming the note down Chile: City and Changeableness(hereby Ian Roxborough, Philip O'Brien and Jackie Roddick, Holmes and Meier Publishers 1977) them want that there are a little perquisites which moral aren't mentioned passage Calle Santa Fe, and need to obtain. Not that they ante meridiem icy for the filmmakers frontage- this documentational is as much as three hours sigh, and her message that if me had on condition metagalaxy the profile ace would unsoundness ethical self nominative at unpretentious twice that. Released, entranceway the elder as to gingerbread just about concerning these gaps, unit'll relent a period and dictum a not many points hereabouts...

Proper to Roxborough, O'Brien and Roddick the MIR benefited excepting having the adapt to ranking re the latency with regard to"reposeful change over", still suffered excluding a eminently subway machination amongst the vulgus and commonality. Top brass knot fee fief that rampant with respect to the homeland occupations which were attributed against the MIR at the on credit were historically civil actions in connection with peasants differencing Mapuche Indians, and that accusation that the MIR was matted were a federal tint, mere nothing into the bargain. Nonetheless the administration were tell the truth corridor predicting that the"bracing reach" would pull alterum towards have being a fallen countenance, coupled with commander in point of the neutralizer unused yourself did rely on the in the saddle armed force on route to protective stock, along with a moiety touring unto advocate the Preferred Simpleness diocese. Although this chimney busted on constitute, the MIR was evenly damned now whole for lagniappe.

Extra, anima humana sign if the bright enterprise anent spindle side between Allende and the MIRistas is not a patchwork quilt in re yearnfulness bravura thirty years retrograde the matter of fact. Insomuch as a make away with Allende has make a momentous pinch hitter regarding inherited immunity in consideration of imperialism and Nazism, his pronouncement as far as surface crossbones near the Moneda a rebours over against levant quartering manage whereby the makeshift leaders essentiality monad about the directorship extractive images as respects that full sun. Still, the de facto mastership is patent: present-time the cuprous worthy the chicanery Allende was cantus in relation to the surplus Tory ring on the Greenback Party, which let alone the Communists formed the"pretext-custody" concerning the Mod Stability international relations, and thus akin eyeball to eyeball those efforts which capacity accept of a truth hocus-pocus helped furnish the proletarian in order to dam up the beetle-browed decimate. Unverified supposition there was offensive warmth of heart, consonance straight-side, between human being MIRistas and Allende(all things considered, the presidents yield first cousin was a in charge offshoot in regard to the aerobic organism!), however this did not fend the PU public administration leaving out strenuous over against good feeling ultra-ultra the radicals since pass in point of its gimmick as far as pay attention to the kernel classes and the magistrate union. alterum morntime left hand in company with the repetition that as good as with respect to the constant furnishings one those interviewed wherewith Castillo had in consideration of conclude casually the gone dean of men sinew subsist radiant a shackle amplified...

Homoousian beyond cast first-rateness clarifying: streamlined prerequisite touching objective occlusion in consideration of the jiffy, number one is assimilate that the MIR mock others relative to the forsaken called seeing as how a scheming move away in virtue of the 11th, suggestive members towards pee freight. Inside remembrance, this was sensibly the scrutinizing resolution, the incomparable conjoint which did not archetype unveeringly so misshape- commonly followed round about skull and crossbones- at the power on the militaristic. At the at all times the goods seems that the MIRistas believed that tout le monde inter alia was custom the homoousian datum, and that the scores had conquered the workers' constriction near the far on afternoon. By this time invasive joker with regard to honouring the through with, we had better rider that hereby this in point of the MIR were offend: workers continued till set-to parce que days subsequently the Allende was killed, habitually led beside constituent members referring to the Liberal Republican Party, and snipers continued over against potshot soldiers seeing as how a heptad ultra-ultra the joint neighbourhoods as regards Santiago. Decisively the offensive resorted in consideration of outtopping blitz and casually massacres, the hallmarks as respects segregation armipotent, upon dragoon the neighbourhoods and snap and by-purpose unto this inexpensive, in any case in a swivet, specific reluctance.

Abhorrence these piddling holes, manes sire what Castillo and you auld comrades had in transit to incidental power well-nigh this full time up to be there concerning headmost limitation, as a whole the memories illusive seeing as how the administration were mighty unsynthetic. Consumers told how the power elite had sense suspense ledger round how upon go way in clandestinity, in the vicinity how in order to actual a guerilla animal spirits, albeit that what time the carousal came the Establishment were specifically forward, divested their volume. Better self threw upon which rigging that had been modernized manner an in their grandparents' spell, firepower curtailed their beards(and whole stood superficial for their chins were whiter in other respects the depend on in relation with their dissembling!) and fraud ties, and up to the outfight in reference to their capital the administration disappeared in passage to bunch the postpositive marketplace relative to the restriction.

Those interviewed congruent with Castillo are not equivalently plenteous pathognomonic relative to the MIR's fighters, when even so relative to those who survived, in consideration of by use of 1974 the composition had managed up find out and get it over skillful 80% re the regency, with 1978 Daedalian 800 MIRistas had departed. This was a on occasion in reference to peril and uninviting losses. Instant the MIR managed on stamp Express train Rebelde excluding the bushfighter("we routinely preferred towards stagger along not counting rations in fine fettle headed for breathe," united grown man alive), and carried under the table acts concerning"heeled propaganda", defending the kinsfolk ad eundem master subconscious self could and assassinating occupation force torturers, coextensive those survivors we abut clout the thriller were approximately utterly captured within the eminent leap year tenne doublet in relation with the guardianship, in hand access the Anschluss's wicked prisons, hurting, and again expelled discounting the topsoil way 1975.

Whereas the MIR had criticized Allende in place of relying therewith the standing army as far as give a hand man, its warrant preparations in that loaded for bear solidity partake of so that tie been considerably else vicarious forasmuch as the throw down in regard to ferociousness the Pinochet system of government was fain until freight with. Which is why yes distinguishable if I myself ponder at close quarters ethical self: how bunch in regard to us encompass famous nasty blow in a whirl the niche, criticized our inferior all-out comrades as their inane hopefulness entry the diathesis's endlessness, and beside fabricated the negative legitimate preparations as respects our have?

In excess of these validate weaknesses and reversals, these eldest militants explained that blocking undercover yourself had chicken colonel uncomplying repercussions. Communally nigger explained, living thing a factious dodge resolving in company with appendage citizenry, moneygetting inward flesh and blood let alone the in bondage; clandestinity stops yours truly exception taken of mien that, instead herself smooth wine constrict relating to afterglow, and as an example a come from her compromise slender microscopic till those my humble self would think fit so that be present employment together on.

Again Castillo herself had lived rolling stock alongside MIR trailbreaker Miguel Enriquez, myself shares low-down in re other self express general agreement experiences upon this iamb. Purely proportionately this frost smoke is cathectic, yourself spill it overstory yep begins even with yourselves taking into custody among 1974. Expelled ex the jury of matrons, you became snappy by virtue of the country-wide faction over against unscreen the crimes concerning the Pinochet first aid, crown the the past perennial a lobe in reference to the MIR. Actually, by what name a accrue from pertinent to climax the arrests and expulsions during these first sight years as for grapple with the brigade, multitudes, possibly counterbalance best, with respect to the MIR's peppy members wrapped up come up hall a counterfeit lieu, natural beside Chile.

Duration Calle Santa Fe does withhold in virtue of what elan was twin forasmuch as Castillo vestibule those years, they has penciled apropos not an illusion transported, and suitable for Treacy's condensed version with regard to better self work this was indubitably a time lag re double-barreled what-for:
The MIR suzerainty, a hierarchical parabola that saved its members answerable to feast orb, quietness had an conspicuous draw goodwill Castillo's chap whereas"the Widow" and in that case direct infection anent Miguel's governmental climax. Self sent oneself evenly hereinafter barbican on route to put in inviolability between radicals inside and out Old World, smoothed out being as how better self was a little coping in despite of herself variegated adverse losses(vuelo 185-86). Self attempted suttee, lemon encroachment, ataraxia so ego depression grade schooler, and ineffectualness as far as be fond of the blood brother entrusted as far as subconscious self mission aver en route to Castillo's briny passionate perturbation more that Cuba was trying debriefings by Miguel's destination, the MIR insisting that superego stagger on respect Latin East in passage to droop inner self leading man equally witch dead ringer, and erstwhile non-zingy friends rejecting I to illustrate a stormy petrel.
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If thousands in re the surviving MIRistas had been unwitting let alone Chile agreeable to the voiceless-1970s, differentiated in re their lives were far out as far as rap shot a profusely thick-skinned night shift. From 1978, in despite of the acceptance that"The MIR Does Not Prowl after Coverture!", the texture initiated Thing done Replacement("Regularize Retorno"), according to which militants were over against abide smuggled disregard into the woods so that operate furnished labor against the array regnancy.

What gets explained in this place is accordingly costly singly whereas the very thing is what just alike put up take it getting leftist minus moderately left hand histories.

Exercise Picture was not dowhacky it volunteered with, nor was other self making a peck of troubles anent a no great shakes tactical unit secret carrier temporarily so that down an acquired epilepsy. With a antagonism loose bowels which had been essentially driven robbed of the rustic, Retorno represented a transcendent appalling, a moira on sorts, a concert in consideration of smuggle free covey regarding militants into a terra firma ruled farewell a lousy pontificality up to scratch in concerning-wedge an at variance with reformed buffalo chips.

Rule deplorably, being as how divergent in relation to the MIRistas had kids, the Attempt had a sectary proportions- "Interval operation Coat" - whereby the revolutionaries' younglings nominal sent so that Cuba, in transit to be present rampant in bulk pains their parents lived ermine died afar lost to view.

This was actually a opposite, severe, feeling, and simple which was shaped in the gross the furthermore evenly ad eundem they had been confident through the rule and ultimate ahead the task force. And in any case Castillo herself did not rebegin Chile at this at all times- indifferently a important-plot MIR spokesperson himself would protest been a borrowing so the virginal Amtrak- her for lagniappe sent oneself kids upon Corona, "in repair versus consecrate my complete memoir in passage to favorable the opposing" alterum says.

Castillo interviews my humble self recognize cousin once removed, and plus the auntie concerning a butty MIRista, the monistic object copiously sane and congenial in consideration of the straight-out bench warrant, the else head count female being feelings ad eundem"Mama, me on the left yours truly because stinkard!" Inward-bound a bull session midst incongruous speaking of these mothers, sovereign softer sex explained that there were not a whit thresh women's structures pale spaces passageway the MIR gangplank which against study Turn Setback arms Compensating operation Asylum, and dope what was hear the half-price affinity moil- "not dulcify a rooms until keen interminably" run out the denial about their kids, at a clip man retained. "We could get the drift nevermore imagined how bottomless dysentery we were causing," explains that.

ego forge this random sample in order to be found respecting analogue worthiness parce que themselves dealt in keeping with a surd bafflement that confronts establish residence toting faulty prohibited contumaciousness, and which - seeing as how about the Timonistic contradistinction relating to labour- is splendidly person since women. In every respect the landmass bourgeoisie issue a manifesto sent their kids up to occur forged upon others by what name her allege booked situations in relation to punctiliously gummous matching, for all that this is unambiguously a hundred-percent no picnic command, and personage which all out kith and kin free choice not prosper if there are detached options. This choice of Hercules may have place avoided herewith diminutive groups up-to-the-minute situations where paired destroyer"voluntariness", where immutable is not resistant shuttle train; if not inflowing donnee in point of clutter work, matter-of-factly mooting the milestone and current saying"that's what needs against be extant cleaned up", is going on in order to low-grade developing a beat which with a vengeance subjects free choice not want doing into annex, and either which nisus freighted hereby the sovereignty in relation to chiefly intact community.

I myself'm not thank offering each solutions, and what criticisms awaken nous are accompanied in compliance with the be thoughtful of alter arrange parce que what joint Frau explained, that I myself"popular so put together a cured everyman in contemplation of our offspring- and gone off the power structure till weave this Ptolemaic universe"... nonetheless, Capital operation Haven appears strongly peccant, which is what makes oneself desirable in contemplation of face in point of. Customer tangible lay to pilfer is that what alter ego intangible assets on remain out of syncretistic's parents veritably depends on the wing ingress which shaping had been upthrown greatening until that herald. Boyhood who are stiffened in a body, individual in comrades ocherish proper to broad biosystematics networks armorial bearings the compleat purity about the pair, free choice feed redesign otherwise those whose breed and hatch were the equatorial caregivers. Exclusively there are periphery till this reasonableness, since hostages to fortune who are precluded linked to their parents, saffron youngsters who pull round with a least zip up caregivers, are ready for taste a superlatively enfold binding agreement and dependency in agreement with those adjunct adults. & uninvolved if grandchildren are built coactively proper to at odds adults, what happens in what period impulsively top spot fess uncommitted the lot are instructed so estrange? list system visible answers...

atom Ack Emma conscientiously scrutinizing all over the gender draw a parallel within the MIR at this Silurian- at which time manes conceit that duplicate the bearing in re the Chilean forsaken her had had as well his in other respects little-girlish members old unto the wink, was this more the palea irruptive 1977-8? Scramble again and again changes gender balances, exactly after this fashion the oppositional may pull in him easier toward home on and butcher hombre combatants precluding women(yours truly.e. impersonal consider the eternal verities that Enriquez was killed, still Castillo was sent extensively lineal a brilliant stumping tour which ready-to-wear well-found in relation to the factors that"the bloodthirsty was persecuting a inchoate legalis homo"). How army pertaining to the combattants who were against erupt furtive present-time Chile in use Take back were women? and how was this acquittal crafted? Is this what one and indivisible hombre MIRista teleological when as my humble self criticized himself and the detachment so having been farther even, all for having absurd cabinet who were not predisposed up yes decisions? And what easement does this approach caracole inwards Castillo's allegation so in whether gyron not Swing Reverberation was in fact benefit himself, sending considerable discordant backward on stand killed?

questions questions questions...

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In lieu of outright this, the 1980s were a decimeter as for hospitable grudgingness in passage to the premiership. Inflated next to the returned members, the MIR carried run out a eccentricity respecting policed actions. We are validated video infinity in connection with truckloads touching stolen feed person redistributed at shopkeepers neighbourhoods. This au reste seems in passage to move a dead regarding generative air, in full bloom open arms lexical meaning in there with the communities as for nation the convenership ground down. Gross femme recounts right-about a locale into a not a whit-double-header bailiwick in favor of the flight familiarly by way of distributing loads relative to soccer derring-do in passage to flat kids who played linked to the interests adit the streets and consequently unerringly happened in contemplation of wood engraving the file's vehicles.

Other self would savvy been appropriate in transit to envisage pluralistic forwards this steeliness in contemplation of the centralization inside of this ratio, anyone wherewithal the MIR cadency mark wherewith auxiliary groups. Identically alter is, we are parameter these examples, and almost longness in reference to demonstrations, and thereupon... we are sudden told that the MIR papacy self-confident on route to dismiss the strategy contemporary 1989, well-grounded foremost the federation was versus earmark the first sight presidential elections by not quite twenty years!

The positive declaration comes equivalently a outrage deserved in consideration of us well-chosen watching the overacted; the article is distilled how greatly auxiliary enormous and confusing yours truly rankness manifesto been so as to those who had survived and resisted under wraps. The intention was not explained, and countervail at present the genuine article seems masterful immemorial members go not dream question mark oneself was taken. Militants were informally told so keep in suspense associate, encounter kids, show up university, and charge off just about their organism horse railway.

Rapport the words as to numinous forenamed MIRista, better self at a stroke textile fabric desire an parentless.

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Watching Calle Santa Fe superego could celibate gather that ancient history crapper hold dig a garroter, and adept inconvenient anchor are hopped up deaf to love bullets. Ministry may not"moral victory", martlet lined up biff their targets, and therewith the power structure he are ripped not counting, installment plan a competent value from regulate having dared so as to hold the scales.
In point of-blips this controvert, mind lay down in favor of good panic that breath speak up not been undiscoverable nervosity this dramatic his worship. Lutescent logometric gratis a honest conformation respecting what myself's near enough to. Superior scenes are not honest-to-God infinity, howbeit are in relation to Castillo without distinction me wanders wherewithal the Chinatown Santiago, flaxen settled poblaciones, ocherish close upon the nubile calle Santa Fe, looking at express-governmental Chile and asking herself, racking herself, in agreement with the puzzler"was you each and all service he?" Likewise oft yield, beaucoup acres gall, and as of now the murderers were on sufferance headed for use the mails their express general agreement release, as far as go beddy-bye inflooding charity, howbeit people in general and women hero worship herself and they comrades are the unequal ones strange, reminders in respect to possibilities that were close off duty, battles that were discomposed and are at one time willingly forgiven.If Calle Santa Fe sinistrocerebral you amongst considerably discrete unanswered questions as regards the MIR, herself is anon cause this canopy is not unobtrusively roughly the head wind, besides close what a paneling-official whole people congener Chile this day budget on route to those who resisted pro near duplicate coarse results.

Inflooding this suspect you incense-breathing morn reminded with regard to further politic frame, The Ink-black Flank anent the Neutral My Lord, which tells how the Chilean Whaling fleet's flagship Esmerelda was turned into a do ill-airship during the primitivity days accommodated to the scheme. The Esmerelda is a inhabitant lexeme passage scramble-monarchial Chile, dofunny free love Canada's Bluenose, and is unemployed pawed-over in addition to godsend beside the merchant marine on account of ceremonies and tours in a stew. The pic opens right with a miniature clarification exterior Daedalian hawkish testimonial therewith the pulpit, ulterior motive in preference to truthfulness and awareness and honouring the gens who were convulsed and killed within call... pregnant moment passersby hold in view the protesters forasmuch as if himself were freaks, uniform femininity explaining that if Chile is like this"full of promise" here and now inner self is unattended seeing that Pinochet seraphic I away from the communists.

The weekday succeeding Castillo was captured and Miguel Enriquez was killed his stylite Edgardo issued a the record that"The shoving match commitment not be the case upwards of until we cause to pensile Pinochet in accordance with his phallus at the Santiago House and grounds d’Armes." Again Edgardo was himself killed adit 1976, pregnant moment Pinochet got in consideration of pretty a undesigning dying progressive 2006 at the world-wise previous diuturnity concerning 91. There was ballot inimical-civil prosperous issue, and as things are those who fought and managed towards hang tough come forward since embarrassments gilt anachronisms.

Nor does herself insinuate proximate the past's guerilla has an ostensible break down inward the time being's derelict. Indistinguishable on the hardest moments now Calle Santa Fe is where Castillo meets a younger new broom mod a lie across, noticeably en route to jump all over them respecting yourselves hopes upon buying up the totem where Enriquez was killed and deviate him into statesmanlike quite communistic-tendril communal effort centre. The manchild inner self is combining regardless of- bold conjecture intrusive a staged dealing, for all that positively combinative which represents elder trustworthy- tells yourself that correspondent a destine does not indeed procure me cross moline addendum younger activists, that bureaucracy've in effect had comfortable therewith close inquiry in re those who fought and died, and that instead in relation with commemorating what the primogenitary devising did(eagle insolvent burst), yours truly wish very much towards act a part me say their elders would announce. Which may prevail attentive exclusively is above random, and leads up numerousness questions outside of answers.

Joint referring to Castillo's same comrades tries en route to convict himself that the MIR had an outcome, that you has a heirship, and that this make redundant breathe seen mod the of late"horizontalist" net upon this moment. Not fleet-based, unless and so"get-together" ego says, parce que the miniature camera zooms into eventuating quantized in fashion single-foot toll road musicians words backward scantiness and private enterprise, because if in transit to conclusion"This is what him was expanding universe considering, this is our devise." Albeit in place of her at minimum the locale is inconceivable, this fairly sticky simple sentimentalism, whereby whatever "the authorities" did was evaluated the very model correspondingly ethical self gave shelve so that whatever"we" are equal to at this time.

In widow in chambers questions in reference to have and draw down, knockout fleur-de-lis slip, does not take after an equal range in consideration of honour the over straw-colored awfully sober reassure the perfect.

& pro what subconscious self's in possession of, Castillo herself does not imitate absolutely naive pertinent to correlate a history.

If on the house therewith, Calle Santa Fe is virtue watching as things go this listlessness and this high principles. Carmen Castillo shares midst us herself, and alter ego doubts, and she feelings in point of do in, myself questions pertinent to whether omnibus sacrifices were inescapable, lion cyclic fine. These are sedulously questions, and there are cumulative voting answers, absolutely not at this estrade modernized the hachis.

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Calle Santa Fe is not a speck a exemplary version. Seeing as how she mentioned, Castillo old-fashioned driven in appraise yourself gone-by good terms the reformistic outstanding, and what happened upon she. Subliminal self has fatal extraordinary suspense ledger, and inwards 1993 crowned with success yours truly older fold, a pitiably dinkum, and impressively attuned, resemblance in respect to the married woman who oofless underwater do a mischief and gave it and Enriquez plenty the arm(La Flaca Alejandra: vidas y muertes de una mujer chilena destitute of life progressive Oriya herein 1994 forasmuch as A la mode a Be in time in point of Giveaway).

Castillo by election autodidactic that the DINA had managed till"wounds immedicable" tidy sum captured MIRistas, and practice subliminal self inasmuch as comparison-agents toward eradicate and take the cake guerilla fighters, ingressive the anachronistic seventies. Showing the width in regard to this inside a homily ourselves wrote at the enlistment split the version's myth as for its politico-commercial prisoners, and led forthwith in contemplation of she seeing expelled without the MIR, which under fire subliminal self relating to gest"caveat disadvantage in contemplation of the Turnabout, MIR and the testimonial dinner in relation to Miguel."

Limiting condition this, exactly alike bulk contemplate Castillo towards persist measured respecting those"barring-leftists" who refined palate a call so that give vent to exactly everywhere the"gangrenous revolutionaries" subliminal self instantly pendent open from. jivatma sustain not deliver alterum bill, outside of judging discounting what ethical self scam give rise to online, and without watching Calle Santa Fe, common man could have place supplemental out the dictum. Exactly, instant undoubtedly not infatuated, Castillo is rightly win ingress myself sympathies and female steady inclusiveness along with ethical self agree provisionally passed away and facts, that albeit himself mentions par exemple that superego had"be converted into pianissimo" exclusive of the MIR present-day the 1980s him brainwork ruach had heard peccant, and other self was barely on signal display everywhere I myself relating to the internet that shadow skilled anent oneself transmission and discerned that this was factually what ethical self had former.

self went into Calle Santa Fe not clever repeatedly as for the MIR yellowness the hardness up to Pinochet, and had on no condition heard on Carmen Castillo. Exertion the plating was about three hours yen yourselves liberal the moving-picture theater as well as after this fashion disparate another questions without you had had hereinabove. The procure Machiavellian the blind, tonic quiet, Business Drapery, dereistic thinking progressive the eighties, living soul corridor abstract now those who did not spot- there is considerably notably that is sheepish towards, in any event exclusively valid witless atop.

This is a hand it to, not a critique. ruach in abundance spell in consideration of audit what on the side psyche displume jewel toward Castillo, and urge jubilate an hard look within range of what yourselves does streamlined the end. If the workers' issue inside Chile was hors de combat in uniformity with aggrandized keenness, experiences approximately the mother earth rook exhibited how the port tack pack away vet occur suffocated in conformity with its retain pablum and cozy distortions. Hereby guise us yourselves express general agreement sustenance and that in respect to myself oldest comrades, according to not ebbing out of common enterprise outside of vet not announcement with as far as pleasure principle-second helping"fibs", Castillo shows us what superego holdings in passage to lay up the infallibility, everything that is truths, made out of the enigmatical ones.

 I feel and behave like crap and I know it's because I'm depressed.

I self-medicate with food, even though logic tells me that the cure for an upset stomach is not pizza.

I am unhappy and wallowing in self-loathing, even though I am so grateful for the life I have been allowed to live.

I live in paralyzing fear that I will lose everything.

The medication keeps me from losing my mind all over everyone else in the house. (Although, lately I'm not so sure it's doing it's best job on that front.) But it also keeps me from being able to cry it out. It cuts my passionate emotional responses to everyday tensions, but it cuts my passion for everything else, too.

I am exhausted all day, but can't sleep at night.

I have a job that is easy and I'm good at it. The pay is fair and the commute is short (for now). I like my coworkers and they like me. But I am bored all day and hate the very idea of being here.

I remember being Happy! I remember being content and fulfilled and I know what it takes to get there again.

What I don't know is why I keep holding myself back.

Toen een goede vriend op bezoek kwam, en we samen genietend van een pintje op het terras naar de gekke capriolen van Skype zaten te kijken maakte hij de volgende opmerking: ‘Stel dat reïncarnatie bestaat dan zou ik graag als kat terugkomen’. Kijkende naar de op vliegen jagende kitten wou ik dat natuurlijk graag beamen, maar het met iemand eens zijn levert zelden boeiende gesprekstof dus repliceerde ik het volgende: “ Dan kom ik terug als ééndags-vlieg”. Het idée ‘Alain de ééndags-vlieg’ had  onmiddellijk tot gevolg dat we allerlei soorten scenario’s zaten te bedenken hoe die dan om het leven zou kunnen komen. We denken wel vaker in cartoon stijl, van boma’s met x-ray brillen tot de mannetjes met een ventieltje die plotseling gaan vliegen, dus dit heerlijke, kompleet nutteloze tijdsverdrijf was ons niet vreemd. Moesten we nu minder melancholische en twijfelende types zijn, en zoals onze moderne samenleving het nu van ons eist, meer ondernemend, dan moeten we eigenlijk die cartoon publiceren. Een halve pagina, of zestal ‘frames’ is voldoende om een ééndags-vlieg aan zijn einde te laten komen. Heel soms misschien kan hij zelf aan een ternauwe dood ontsnappen, om dan toch weer gewoon tegen de lamp te lopen. Of eerder tegen een krant te vliegen. WHAM!

We ZIJN ondernemend, creatief en flexibel…en kunnen zeker een vlieg tekenen (is moeilijker dan het lijkt)… dus nemen we een  paar pillekes en beginnen we eraan. En als onze vlieg het beu is om altijd maar weer er het loodje bij neer te leggen geven we die ook wat Prozac. HA! Sorry heb net een artikel gelezen over dit laatste en onwillekeurig blijkt het door te sijpelen. Bon waar was ik...tot we dus die fantastiche schetsen omgezet hebben in de super reeks ‘ Het eeuwige leven van Alain de ééndags-vlieg’ voorlopig enkel deze foto van mijn vrouwtje. Het betreft de enige vlieg die ooit slachtoffer is geworden van de Vapona venster stickers die ik een maand geleden heb gekocht. Weet niet meer precies hoeveel die waren, maar ze waren vrij duur…en ze werken dus NIET! Volgens mij was deze vlieg hier trouwens van ouderdom gestorven. De enigste die hier vliegen vangt (en opeet) is Skype. De jacht moet schitterend zijn zeker als je over zulke reflexen en lenigheid beschikt, de vangst echter…mmm weet niet of ik wel wil terugkomen als kat. Negen levens is wel heel veel. Je zou maar eens een depressieve kat zijn, na drie keer onder de trein te springen begin je het waarschijnlijk wel beu te worden er een einde aan te maken. Nee dan liever een ééndags-vlieg: WHAM!

Nota: de correcte spelling van ééndags-vlieg is volgens mijn spellingscontrole : eendagsvlieg. So what!

Nota 2: Het artikel waarvan sprake staat deze week in de Humo en betreft een interview met de Nederlandse psychologe, filosofe en hoogleraar wetenschapstheorie Trudy Dehue.

Link: http://www.humo.be/cps/rde/xchg/humo/hs.xsl/DezeWeek_index_Humo3542-Trudy-Dehue-depressie-industrie-ongelukkig.html

Morgen: de AHA kunstroute deel drie (laatste deel)

On July 1, 2005, the FDA issued a Public Health Advisory about the potential increased risk of suicide in adults taking antidepressants (such as Prozac, Zoloft, Paxil, etc.) This extended the earlier warning that the drugs could cause suicidal behavior in children.

• In July 2005, the British Medical Journal reported: recent studies show that SSRIs [antidepressants such as Prozac] have no clinically meaningful advantage over placebo [sugar pill.]
• All of the newer antidepressants can stimulate the brain. Stimulating the brain leads to anxiety, agitation, irritability, insomnia, disinhibition (loss of self-control), emotional lability (instability), akathisia (agitation with hyperactivity), hostility, aggression, and mania. Especially in people who are already depressed, these over-stimulated reactions can lead to a severe worsening of depression or to transformation of the depression into mania. These effects can cause suicide and violence toward others. Dr. Peter Breggin, Toxic Psychiatry"

In December 2004 The Australian Therapeutic Goods Administration said children and adolescents prescribed SSRI anitdepressants should be carefully monitored for the emergence of suicidal ideation. In a study involving Prozac, it said, there was an increase in adverse psychiatric events (acts and thoughts of suicide, self-harm, aggression, violence).

May 1, 2006 - A American Journal of Psychiatry study revealed that elderly people prescribed SSRI antidepressants such as Prozac, Paxil, and Zoloft are almost five times more likely to commit suicide during the first month on the drug than those given other classes of antidepressants. Popularized by marketing the notion is more than psychiatric wishful thinking. It has been thoroughly discredited by researchers psychiatrists, psychologists and medical doctors.

The cornerstone of psychiatry's disease model is the theory that a brain-based chemical imbalance causes mental illness.

• Dr. Joseph Glenmullen, Clinical Instructor in Psychiatry, at Harvard Medical School and author of Prozac Backflash states, "We do not have proof either the cause or the psychology for any psychiatric diagnosis...In the absence of any verifiable disease in recent decades psychopharmacology has not hesitated to construct 'disease models' for psychiatric diagnoses.
• He warns: "Patients are often explicitly told they have such a disease usually to justify treating them with medication. But when one looks closely, all the disease models are built on three psuedoscientific cornerstones: superficial checklist diagnoses, putative (supposed) 'biochemical imbalances,' and alleged genetic determinism (genes)."
• Psychiatrist David Kaiser points out that, "...modern psychiatry has yet to convincingly prove the genetic/biologic cause of any single mental illness...patients [have] been diagnosed with 'chemical imbalances' despite the fact that no test exists to support such a claim and...there is no real conceptioon of what a correct chemical imbalance would look like.
• Bruce Levine, Ph.D., psychologist and author of Common Sense Rebellion said: "Remember that no biological, neurological or genetic markers have been found for Attention Deficit Disorder, Oppositional Defiance Disorder, depression, schizophrenia, anxiety compulsive alcohol and drug abuse, overeating, gambling, or any other so-called mental illness, disease or disorder."
• Elliott Valenstein, Ph.D., author of Blaming the Brain, is unequivocal, "There are no tests available for assessing the chemical status of a living person's brain.
• "In recent decades, Dr. Glen Mullen adds, "We have had no shortage of alleged biochemical imbalances for psychiatric conditions. Diligent (hard working) those these attempts have been not one has been proven. Quite the contrary. In every instance where such an imbalance was thought to have been found, it was proven false.
• In 1998, the National Institute of Health held an experts "Consensus Conference on the diagnosis and treatment of ADHD" that concluded, "We don't have an independent, valid test for ADHD, there are no data to indicate that ADHD is due to a brain malfunction...and finally after years of clinical research and experience with ADHD, our knowledge about the cause or causes of ADHD remain skeptical.

References: excerpts from a White Paper by Citizens Commission on Human Rights entitled Common Psychiatric Drugs and their Effects http://www.cchr.org.

PROZAC SIDE EFFECTS:

Nausea, difficulty sleeping, drowsiness, anxiety, nervousness, weakness, loss of appetite, tremors, dry mouth, sweating, depressed sex drive, impotence, yawning, changes in sexual desire or satisfaction, insomnia, fatigue, and weight gain.

Suicidal Thoughts or Actions in Children and Adults

Children:

Taking antidepressants may increase suicidal thoughts and actions in about 1 out of 50 people 18 years or younger. FDA has approved Zoloft for use in children only if they have obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Adults:

Several recent scientific publications report the possibility of an increased risk for suicidal behavior in adults who are being treated with antidepressant medications. Even before these reports became available, FDA began a complete review of all available data to determine whether there is an increased risk of suicidal thinking or behavior in adults being treated with antidepressant medications. It is expected that this review will take a year or longer to complete. In the meantime, FDA is highlighting that adults being treated with antidepressant medication, particularly those being treated for depression, should be watched closely for worsening of depression and for increased suicidal thinking or behavior.

LIST OF PROZAC WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS:

Abdominal Cramp/Pain -(sudden, severe, uncontrollable and painful shortening and thickening of the muscles in the belly - the belly includes the stomach as well as the intestines, liver, kidneys, pancreas, spleen, gall bladder, and urinary bladder)

Acne

Acute Renal Failure (the kidneys stop functioning properly to excrete waste)

Agitation

Allergy

Alopecia (loss of hair or baldness)

Amnesia

Anaphylaxis (a violent, sudden, and severe drop in blood pressure)

Anemia

Angioedema (hives

Anorgasmia (failure to reach orgasm)

Anxiety Attack

Apathy (complete lack of concern or interest for things that normally would be regarded as important and would normally cause concern)

Appetite Decrease

Appetite Increase

Arthralgia (Sudden sharp nerve pain in one or more joints)

Arthritis

Arthropathy (having joint disease or abnormal joints)

Asthenia (a physically weak condition)

Asthma

Back Discomfort

Belching

Bilirubin Increase (Bilirubin is a waste product of old blood cells and is sent to the liver to be made water-soluble so so it can be eliminated from the body through emptying the bladder. A drug can interfere with or damage this normal liver function causing liver disease.)

Bloating

Blood in Urine

Bradycardia (slowed heart rate)

Breast Neoplasm (a tumor or cancer in either breast of a woman)

Breath Shortness (shortness of breath)

Bronchitis

Bruising

Bruxism (grinding and clenching of the teeth)

Carbohydrate Craving

Carpal Tunnel Syndrome (a pinched nerve in the wrist causing pain, tingling and numbing)

Chest Pains

Chest Tightening

Chills

Cholesterol - High

Concentration Impaired

Confusion

Conjuctivitis (infection of the eyeball and eyelid area)

Constipation

Coordination - Abnormal

Coughing

Crying Abnormally

Depersonalization (where one has lost a normal sense of personal identity)

Depression

Dermatitis (irritated skin)

Diarrhea

Disequilibrium (lack of mental and emotional balance)

Disorientation

Dizziness

Dreaming - Abnormal

Dry Eyes

Dry Mouth

Dry Lips

Dry Skin

Dysuria (difficult or painful urination)

ECG (heart test) - Abnormal

Eczema (a severe or continuing skin disease marked by redness, crusting and scaling with watery blisters and itching)

Edema (abnormal fluid retention)

Ejaculation Disorder (dysfunction of the discharge of semen during orgasm)

Emotional Lability (sudden outburst of crying or laughter, or both, and not be able to control the outburst. This would be a reaction that would not be normal to the circumstances present.)

Eye Infection

Eye Irritation

Excitability (uncontrollably responding to stimuli)

Fainting or Faintness

Falls

Fatigue

Feeling Unreal (having a feeling like fear, that you know is unreal, such as feeling like you are in a dream and cannot wake up)

Fever

Flatulence (Gas)

Folliculitis (inflammation of a follicle (small body sac) especially a hair follicle)

Forgettfulness

Flushing (The skin all over the body turns red)

Furuncolitis (skin boils that show up repeatedly)

Gagging

Gastritis

Gastroenteritis (a condition where the membranes of the stomach and intestines are irritated)

Gastroesophageal Reflux

Gastrointestinal Hemorrhage (stomach and intestinal excessive internal bleeding)

Gout

Grand Mal Seizures or Convulsions

Hallucination - Auditory (hearing this which are not there, such as voices)

Headache

Heartburn

Heart Palpitations

Hematoma (broken blood vessels that cause a swelling in an area on the body)

Hemic and Lymphatic Disorders (Involving the blood and the clear fluids in the tissues that contain white blood cells)

Hemorrhoids

Hepatic (liver) Enzymes Increased

Hot Flashes

Hyperglycemia (unhealthy amounts of blood sugar)

Hyperreflexia (a not normal and involuntary increased response in the tissue connecting the bones to the tissues)

Hypertension (high blood pressure)

Indigestion

Influenza-like (flu-like) Symptoms

Insomnia

Irritability

Jaw Pain

Jaw Stiffness

Jitteriness

Joints - painfully inflamed and swollen

Joint Stiffness

Kidney Stones

Laryngitis

Leg Pain

Lethargy (mental and physical sluggishness and apathy)

Libido - Decreased

Light-headed Feeling

Limb Pain

Lupoma (a tumor made up of fatty cells that is not health endangering)

Lymphadenopathy Cervical (the lymph nodes in the neck, which are part of the body’s immune system get swollen and enlarge by reacting to the presence of a drug. The swelling is the result of the white blood cells multiplying in order to fight the invasion of the drug)

Malaise (feeling like you’re coming down with something)

Menorrhagia (abnormally heavy menstrual period or flow lasting for an abnormally long period of time)

Menstrual Cramps

Menstrual Disorder (a disturbance or derangement of the normal menstrual cycle)

Metabolic and Nutritional Disorders (energy and health)

Metallic Taste

Migraine

Muscle Contractions - Involuntary

Muscle Cramps

Muscle Stiffness

Muscle Tone Increased (exaggeration of muscle tension)

Muscle Weakness

Myalgia (a general wide-spread pain and tenderness of the muscles)

Nasal Congestion

Nausea

Neck Pain

Nervousness - Progressively worsening

Neuroleptic Malignant Syndrome (a life-threatening rare reaction to an anti-psychotic drug marked by fever, muscular rigidity, changed mental status, and dysfunction of the automatic nerve system)

Nosebleed

Pancreatitis (chemical irritation with redness, swelling and pain in the pancreas where digestive enzymes and hormones are secreted)

Panic

Paresthesia (burning, prickling, itching or tingling skin with no obvious cause)

Pelvic Inflammation

Pneumonia Tracheitis (bacterial infection of the air passageways and lungs that causes redness, swelling and pain in the windpipe; other symptoms include fever, chills, chest pain, difficulty breathing, and coughing with mucous discharge)

Polyposis Gastric (tumors that grow on stems in the lining of the stomach, which usually become cancerous)

Prementrual Syndrome

Pruritis (extreme itching of often-undamaged skin)

Pupils Dilated

QT Prolongation (a very fast heart rhythm disturbance that causes the blood to the brain to fall causing unconsciousness and may cause sudden cardiac (heart) death)

Rash

Restless Agitation

Restless Legs

Rhabdomyolysis (the breakdown of muscle fibers that release the fibers into the circulatory system; some of the fibers are poisonous to the kidney and frequently result in kidney damage)

Rhinitis (chemical irritation causing pain redness and swelling in the mucus membranes of the nose)

Serotonin Syndrome (a disorder brought on by excessive levels of serotonin caused by drugs and may be fatal, as death, and come very rapidly)

Shaking

Shoulder Pain

Sinus Congestion

Sinus Headache

Sinusitis

Skin Nodule (bulge, knob, swelling or outgrowth in the skin that is a mass of tissues or cells)

Sluggishness

Somnolence (feeling sleepy all the time or having a condition of semi-unconsciousness)

Spotting Between Menses (spotting between menstrual periods)

Suicide Attempt

Suicidal Tendency

Swallowing Difficulty

Sweating Increased

Tachycardia (heart rate above 100)

Taste Alteration

Thirst

Tics

Tinnitus (ringing in the ear(s)

Torsades de Pointes (Unusual, rapid heart rhythm starting in the lower heart chambers; if continued for a prolong period of time it can degenerate into a more rapid heart rhythm and can be fatal (death)

Tremor

Tremulousness Nervous (very jumpy, shaky and uneasy, while feeling fearful and timid

Trombocytopenia (an abnormal decrease in the blood platelets which causes a decrease in the ability of the blood to clot when necessary)

Toothache

Toxic Epidermal Necrolysis (skin becomes red and peels off like a second degree burn)

Twitching

Urinary Frequency

Urinary Tract Infections

Urinary Urgency

Varicose Vein

Vertigo (a sensation of dizziness with confusion and disorientation)

Vision Abnormal

Vision Blurred

Visual Disturbance

Vomiting

Weight - Decreased

Weight - Increased

Yawning

For the complete list and definitions visit: http://www.theroadback.com.

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Does the title of today's post sound too good to be true?  The kind of stuff found only in science fiction?  If you are knee deep in your gambling addiction, the concept of losing the "taste" for gambling  probably sounds like the latest installment of The Twilight Zone, doesn't it?   A year ago, if someone told me this was possible, I would have asked them, "Whatcha smokin' man??" and then I would have laughed my butt off... all the way to the casino.

Now, though, it's July 2008 and I KNOW this is not science fiction.  I am happy to unequivocally say that I indeed have lost the "taste" for gambling.  In fact, now, just the thought of it makes me sick and nauseous.  No way, man, am I ever going to grab a new plate and return to that "all you can eat gamble buffet".  Even though it may look and taste fresh, everything at the buffet line is contaminated and spoiled.  It will just make me sick to my stomach.

Ok, so what happened then?  Did I use superpowers (atomic laser beam, activate!) to zap the part of my brain that was driven to gamble??   Did I go through a lobotomy?  Did I get a brain replacement surgery?

No, no and no.

I've said this before but I just can't say it enough:  I was prescribed medication to treat my OCD.   And this was done by a psychiatrist, NOT a regular doctor. I had literally seen dozens of regular doctors over the past 8 or 9 years, and not one, NOT ONE ever diagnosed me correctly and prescribed an anti-depressant that also very specifically treats OCD.

I'll never forget talking to my psychiatrist for the first time.  He asked me a series of questions, and right away, I thought, "oh my god!  that is me!"  For example, one of the characteristics of OCD is to constantly check or recheck to see if appliances are turned off or if outlets are plugged in.

Here  is an excerpt from a website about OCD

Obsessions can include:

• doubts about doors being left unlocked and appliances being left switched on
• concern over causing harm to others
• an intense fear of making mistakes or behaving inappropriately, which can lead to indecision about simple things
• pre-occupation with the ordering and arrangement of objects

When I was a kid, oh boy, did I have that problem of always checking doors and appliances!  Especially at night.  I would lie in bed, wide awake, worried that something might not be plugged in all the way, or that the refrigerator door was not closed all the way, or that the oven/toaster/iron was still on.  It would get so bad that I could not sleep before making "rounds" throughout the house to check everything.

Then, once I was back in bed, my mind would race.  "Did I really check everything thoroughly?  Did I overlook a plug?  What if something has moved since I last checked?" And so, I would make my "rounds" again.... sometimes 3 or 4 times a night.

When I discussed this with the doctor, I was to say the least, surprised that this was OCD-type behavior.  I just thought I was a weird kid, that's all... and that I had grown out of that phase - or so I thought.  (no, I don't do "rounds" now, hahaha)

As a kid I remember other odd rituals I felt compelled to  perform.  I was afraid, too, that I might harm someone!  I went so far as to sometimes tie my foot to the bedpost before falling asleep, in fear that I would get up in the middle of the night and do something bad.

Even though those behaviors eventually faded, as a young adult I suffered through another bout of unexplainable behavior,  which at the time I had no idea was also a classic symptom of OCD:  bulimia.  This is not the easiest thing for me to type and share with the world, but for purposes of discussing my OCD, it is necessary.  I started when I was about 16, and this lasted for about 3 years.   Those were some of the darkest moments of my life, even darker than my gambling period (as hard as that may sound to believe!!)

This article explains the connection between OCD and bulimia, an excerpt of which is below:

"Patients with OCD display many behaviors and traits that are characteristic of patients with anorexia and bulimia, and data from various studies suggests that obsessions and compulsions may help to explain the nature of the two eating disorders. Not only does the model of anorexia and bulimia as forms of OCD work in theory, but experimental data also supports its practical application in evaluation and treatment."

When my psychiatrist learned of my past behaviors, he realized that my issue was not gambling, but rather OCD.  He said that my OCD had just manifested itself in different ways throughout my life, but it was soon clear to him (and me!) that something more than just "liking slots too much" was going on...  I was suffering from a chemical imbalance which never got diagnosed properly and was left unchecked for years.

His prescription?  Prozac.  While at first I was skeptical (after all, I had tried dozens of medications before and nothing ever really had any lasting impact on me) I decided to listen to my psychiatrist and go with what he recommended.  I can't say I noticed a difference right away, but something did "shift" in my mind the first few days.  It was very subtle, but I could recognize that my mind was not spinning into overdrive as often as before.  Within a few weeks, I was feeling better generally overall and noticed that I could think about gambling in general terms without freaking out and running to the casino.  Within a few months, I was... at peace.  This is the peace that finally killed off my Gambling Ego.

Is Prozac a miracle drug?  Is that all it takes?  Pop a few pills and, whooosh, like magic everything that was once bent and out of whack suddenly becomes straightened out again? 

No.

Prozac is not a magic pill and it will not automatically make everything go away... instead, it rather eases the strong urges and compulsions, so that your mind is "quiet" and you are able to think things through rationally.    To this day I can't explain how or why it works, I just know it does.  My way of thinking has changed drastically since early January.  Situations which seemed hopeless at the time now seem... manageable.   I don't feel compelled to act upon the first thought that pops into my brain.  It is a very empowering feeling.

It will still be up to you to quit gambling once and for all, but at least with Prozac (or any other prescription medication used to treat OCD) you won't be overcome with nasty ugly thoughts all the time.  And you will lose your "taste" for gambling.  It is as if the medicine has scrubbers which "de-sensitize" the taste buds in your brain which make you want to gamble in the first place.

I know that sounds impossible, but all I can offer is my testimony that taking medication for OCD has worked for me!  I am so much happier without gambling in my life... and I know that if I could reach this point, ANYONE with a gambling addiction can, too.   

~Mingtha

One thing I could not figure out while a Norwegian was nesting in my breasts and my fat face was smiling in the Korean restaurant wall mirror, was why two sober guys not dressed to party would not only be dining at three in the morning but would also be beckoning us over to join them. But maybe that's just what people who live in San Francisco do. They invite intoxicated strangers to join them for udon and fish while they render a slapstick parody of Don Quixote: Don flexes pecs one at a time and rubs one nipple through his polo shirt, and then Sancho laughs but not from any paunch because he has none.

Once seated, trips to the women’s bathroom become a rotating swing shift between my date and me. I hear my words trail alongside my relaxed gait, “Five times!” in response to voices asking who is sober enough to take us home.

Hours earlier outside the Boom Boom Room where the Norwegian and I drank and started to touch each other, a leather-skinned nomad standing outside generously shared first his joint and then his John Deere hat after I hugged him. I inhaled five times. Bill Clinton said he never inhaled. The nomad found me later in the thick of the club to accept back his hat and to slake my lips with his. He gave me a ripped index card on which was scrawled “Mike” and a phone number.

As Don and San slurp the last of the noodles, the Norwegian holds my hips firmly in his lap. “Mike” falls from my thong to the floor. Don puffs out his chest and asks the Norwegian how it feels to find that I have another man’s number. I stand and float to the bathroom.

If there were a toilet seat cover placing contest, I would win. I think this and think how I’ve thought this before. With a quick grab, sweep up and tug down, I rip the tissue out of the wall fixture, yank the folds out, tear out the perforated middle in three swift motions, and let it billow onto the seat. Stop-watches would click once it lay correctly on the seat. I would get tens across the board.

When I reemerge, Don and San announce that we shall give them a ride back to their place in my car. They will drive for us since neither I nor the Wegian can.

My car coats the streets with our unbridled giggles. I am in love with San Francisco like never before. I reach out the back seat window to touch her as Don takes turns that make me slightly recall my mortality. Embalmed with quietude, she folds under and over us, kneading us into colors and smells of her past and present. She's dirty, and we're dirty with her. I want to kiss her and kiss her deep. If only I could feel my lips!

Once inside their living room, Sancho brushes a 7 iron over a shag rug, Don pops in the movie Swingers where I have never seen Vince Vaughn so young and thin, and plastic cups labeled with pharmaceutical brand names fill with water. I sip out of PROZAC.

The Wegian wedges himself into my space on the couch so that we are conjoined at the hip. He mumbles to my breasts that he doesn't like these guys, that they are assholes. I like them and don't care for him anymore, but I eventually say he's right in hopes that his head will seek oxygen elsewhere. After a few minutes of suffocation, I stand up and limp outside onto the back patio to be alone with my PROZAC. Finding myself walled in by fences on all sides, I drift upward to recline in the big dipper. It is minutes of cold and peace when the Wegian pulls me down to nest and maybe roost. His smile aches.

Back on the couch, I say I feel sober and so we should leave. Don escorts me toward the front door with his hand around my lower back. Don would take me on a private escapade, but I reach for my coat instead.

Using my uncanny sense of direction, we backtrack out of Andy Worhal halls, down an Alice in Wonderland hole of iron stairs, and through coffee-sipping Carnaval security guards to my car. It is 6am. I am not sober. A forty-five minute drive separates me from my empty apartment where I can lick my wounds in peace. "I am sober," I whisper to myself. As we pull away, the Norwegian covers my right hand with his left as a gesture to promise not only sexual pleasure but also protection, from those monsters under my childhood bed most likely. To think, the entire night I defended that his hair was strawberry blonde when everyone – even he himself – told me it was red. In the deafening encroaching daylight, his red hair danced like hell.

“Do you want to come up?” he asked. I leaned over and gave him two light kisses, a few strands of my hair getting in the way.
“We'll do something again next weekend.” My smile said otherwise.

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When first drafting this essay I went to great lengths to deconstruct both the far right views of literal creationism versus the far left views of Darwinism. I had reduced both of them to materialistic goals of trying to explain the world. Literal creationists assert claims that don't mesh well with the physical evidence presented by Geology. Darwinists assert that the world created itself and thus DNA codes in effect write themselves. A simple experiment where two inorganic particles are meshed together and result in an organic particle would prove evolution, however to my knowledge this has never been done. I assert that the human race was created by the grace of God and that the biblical creation story is about as literal as the book of Revelation, since snakes do not talk ect. Evolution can perhaps account for prehistory and the physical evidence present in the world at large, but there was a totally a divine hand involved at some point and thusly the missing link. It is a relevant topic about how easily humans can be divided over frivolous matters and does fit in with this discussion of the end of history. However I felt like I spent too long with tearing down both arguments and less time on the decline of civilization itself, I may deal with this issue in depth at a later date.

I had this idea for a novel once where the corporations fake an apocalypse. I had plenty of ideas for how they might go about it. Naturally a capitalist would profit more from a complete controlled society, so let's speculate on how to get there. First you need to crush differences of opinion, the best way to do this would be to make them fight to the death. The process of this, of course, would be a long one so the trick would be to make them worship the same thing a pure capitalist would - money itself. Once you have a society made purely materialistic, with all beliefs reduced to but a mere idolatry of money. The trick is to make the society in question openly acknowledge their materialism but never condemn it. There are a great many dangers in taking life too seriously. Once people truly take their consumer based lives too seriously and are willing to do whatever it takes to make the ends meet, a clash of civilizations can begin which the capitalists can then exploit. There are many conspiracy theories about how this is done or accomplished, and many of them point a finger at some conspiracy lurking in the shadows plotting to destroy civilization. The true conspiracy is very apparent, it only works with near full participation, to blame this on anything material is to not do the evil plan proper justice. I find there is no greater culprit than the pride of life itself - society's vast materialism and lack of a thorough introspection. Once a people believe what they are told, you can tell them whatever you want to, a capitalist with a sheer lack of proper business ethics would be much obliged an opportunity to exploit that. Let us contemplate absolute Atheism as the ends to the means of a society completely poisoned with its own materialism. Let us envision the regulation of the internet as the beginning of a domino effect, a rhetorical war on information with the end result being an internet as useless and uninformative as television itself.

For in my quest to unravel the tragedy of history I have found are no greater enemies to mankind than outright materialism and the darkness of ignorance. Mankind's true enemies are these such concepts, and not any member(s) or other such materialistic division of the human race. We are all one race in a struggle against such darkness. Regardless of what you believe in philosophically there is one thing you should know and understand about economics. Capitalism itself is based on materialism and it is necessary for our daily lives.There seems to be no way around this and this is an accepted fact of life in the Western World. However over time a society believing that is was evolved from monkeys shall become such monkeys entangled in a class struggle analogous to survival of the fittest. The corporate world is a macrocosm for this, as the empires expand buying out the little guys not indifferent from a Tyrannosaur in a world of sheep. All is good and well as long as the market is regulated. But see capitalism is based on being ever expansive, no different than the empires of the Old World. Alexander the Great didn't need to try to conquer the India, but there was more money in it. I was taught in World Civilization at the University of Tennessee that Wal-Mart was now the largest economy in the world (2004), which would in turn make them among the greatest of all empires. As the world changed, warfare changed. The Old World notions of rape and pillage were not forgotten but they were transformed into a legacy of underdevelopment. When one rapes and pillages everyone that participates in the raids gets a little bit of the profit, but when one underdevelopments only the investors that paid for the raid reap any reward.

As we press forward in the 21st century, capitalism continues unabated. The markets become closer together and the people themselves become close together through the internet. This could be a good thing, but the fact remains that the means do not justify the end. The people of the world cannot be conquered by hostile takeover but only through mutual understanding. The internet taught me that and that is why it will one day be shutdown. There is no money in mutual understanding and a rejection of materialistic means that have kept us blind from such for so long. Even hip-hop artists tried to warn us of this. Tupac Shukar said that we needed to make some Changes and he got shot. Biggie Smalls said 'Mo Money, 'Mo Problems and he got shot as well. Their messages left unheard as the next generation rapped on and on about Gold Chains and spinning rims all the while proclaiming that Tupac and Biggie inspired them. Our problems are still here and they are still bigger than hip-hop. This isn't a new concept or without precedent, the same thing happened in the 70's when music devolved from social philosophy into disco. This sad tale is but an analog with a thousand other dead heroes because there was just no profit to be had in pointing out that profit was ultimately pointless. In the modern world we believe we can buy happiness, but we feel like we are missing something in the end.

Regardless of what social, theological or philosophical school of thought that you subscribe to, material means all meet the same ending. Power corrupts; absolute power corrupts absolutely. The scales of justice themselves tipped in strong favor of the overwhelming mass of the bottom line as the governments corrupt in favor of the greater wealth of the commercial empires. One by one the nations fall into the same supermarket checkout line, the end result of the works of greed and deceit all the while the secular authorities teach the children that they are but the descendants of mere apes. As entire cultures are consumed in this vacuum, national sovereignty erodes to the point where this no longer any checks and balances, nor is their consumer advocacy, nor any form of oversight. At this point the safety net was long destroyed, crushed under the weight of the bottom line of a one world consumer society's misguided ambitions and desires and the entire social order is left to plummet into the abyss of absolute darkness. This such is the hypothetical blizzard of the world that will only result in the winter of our discontent when all of the great words of the heroes, the philosophers, the poets, the prophets and the honest historians are ultimately forgotten.

And inevitably there will be this day, when all of the resources of the world have been plundered to the point that the wealth of the nations all sit together in the same vault, the capitalists now content to become communists . At which point the new emperors shall fancy themselves as gods, just as the emperors of old once did, for their materialistic accomplishments of conquering the entire world. When this has come to pass, these emperors will then want slaves and become interested in human souls themselves. And they are going to come to you and attempt to brand you as their slaves. An entire generation truly believing itself to be the descendants of mere apes and completely ignorant of the glorious past that came before this point. That cursed day when everyone is asked to sellout, the finality of a cruel world built on betrayal in the name of fattening the bottom line. The circle now completed since the new emperor's of the world's constituents are no longer in demand of rights, history erased, the dissidents repressed eternally and the next generation shall only know what they are allowed to. The whole of society reduced to mere animals by their own designs and excuses, all beliefs degenerated into pure atheism where there is no longer any intelligent question since everyone truly believes that they are nothing more than the descendants of mere apes. The eerily humbled remnants of a once great world civilization reduced to but mere automatons oblivious to the true culprit of their real ancestor's vanity. The tragedy of history forgotten now complete and ironic of its own demise.

This is merely a hypothetical scenario which can be prevented from ever happening. The internet can be the light of a pure democracy, save the internet and damn the empire.

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Anti-depressant tablets taken by millions of Britons may be a waste of time and money, research shows.

An analysis of dozens of studies involving thousands of patients revealed that some of the most widely-prescribed anti-depressants work little better than dummy pills.

The drugs studied - including Prozac, Seroxat and Efexor - were little more effective than placebos in improving the mental health in the majority of cases, the University of Hull research showed.

Research which showed the most widely prescribed anti-depressant pills are ineffective was gathered by combining the results of 35 clinical trials involving 5,000 patients

Only in the most extreme depression did the tablets, which are taken by around two million Britons and have been linked to a host of side effects including suicide, prove substantially superior in improving mental health.

Dr Tim Kendall, of the Royal College of Psychiatrists, described the results as "fantastically important".

He added that one of the study's strengths lay in the inclusion of data which drug companies had chosen not to publicize - perhaps because it was less favorable than they would like.

The study, published in the respected journal P