Well, I myself have made a positive decision. I've decided to cultivate and nature the SA in myself. My school have taught me to, my parents.. erm, the bible... i guess so, I'll need to make further studies to find out. But what I know from the bible is that, I can pray to God and ask for His aid in naturing this value in myself. Thank God.

Being appreciative of God's creation, my surrounding, my family, my friends, everything. There's so much to be appreciative of and I don't understand why do I still grumble about having not enough. Perhaps it is in our selfish nature that we desire for more. Yes, having dreams and desire is good, but being appreciative of things and people is another issue. I'm not sure of how to argue regarding this issue of appreciation, desire and contentment. Let's just have you readers to ponder yourselves.

The point here is, I am taught of the SA and I have decided to cultivate it into my daily life with actions and not just 'captions'. I will also pray for God's help regarding this concern.

Therefore, I'd like to use this post to thank several friends of mine that have impacted my life and I would like to let them know that deep down inside, I'm really grateful for everything. Starting from the oldest, Brother Rixiang. Although we merely knew each other for only two weeks or so, he treated me really well like a little brother of his. His care and concern and generosity really touched me. Secondly, I'd like to thank the clique of friends I have in JJ. Jean, Jeaneve, Jingyi, Hotat, Ken and Zhengwei. Although Hotat ain't usually with us nowadays, but I'd still like to thank him for being a great friend of mine and things that he had done for me. The others too, thanks for being around when life seemed so dead for me. Next I'd like to thank Bingchia and Weilun, these two primary school brothers of mine. Though we may not be the closest friends of all, but we know that our bond is stronger than any other things when difficult times arises. Fourthly, Faith Pan. The girl that brought me to know of Jesus Christ and all the things she'd done for me.

If i were to list every details of the love shown to me by these friends, I doubt the website is able to support all that I can remember. Not to mention those I've forgotten.

There are also many good friends in my secondary school such as the casts in the 8th break-up, my seniors, my table tennis teammates, my cell-group members, Zhiqing, sister Nana, Theresa and all. Too many to be mentioned. I truly appreciate each and every moment we spent together and the love you guys have shown, but I'm not good with details. You just have to know that I'm being appreciative and you guys are blessings for God for me. It is really a joy to have you guys in my life. *Smiles*

Lastly, I'd like to thank God for all His blessings for every single moment I've spent on this world. The joy, the laughter, the sorrow, the grievance, every bit of my life, every single person that I've met in my life. It is You who gave me this chance to experience all these. Praise God, Thank God!

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Peace

It was after knowing the numerous music talents around me, I came to a random realization. I've wasted 18 years of life achieving nothing. My studies make up nothing, I made it through to a JC by slight intelligence and God's grace. Other than these, nothing. Well, perhaps these are negative thoughts, but taking a step back to look at things, I really did not make the time i lived worthwhile. I skived and wasted my time in primary school playing catching, pepsi cola and hop scotch? In secondary school, I continued skiving, only putting in effort memorizing notes and vomiting them out in my O's. Those are not practical knowledge; they are forgotten. As for my studies now, I'm only left with 2 months to pull all five failing grades to a C or above. A task impossible accompanied with a mindset to give up and retake during NS. *Sigh*

Was randomly playing the guitar but it sounded like screeching glasses. Strumming the strings seemed achievable at ease, but for me, I could do nuts for it. Life now is DEPRESSING when there's this voice in the head saying you are good for nothing! But on the lighter note, I actually do have something that I'm good at; washing the dishes. Something I 'practice' daily without fail. The reason behind it; my 'naive' family members. They assume that by placing the dishes in the sink, sometimes not even bothering to, the used dishes or utensils would actually be magically washed and ready to be used for the next day! (Am I being calculative or are they irresponsible?) *Sigh*

Unmotivated to study. Unmotivated to practice the guitar given such incompetency. Unmotivated to wash the dishes having no incentives for chore. *Sigh*

"Kalo mau ngobatin orang sakit, harus tahu dulu penyakitnya apa", begitu juga dengan dunia mistis. Bagi yang ingin tahu dengan detail tentang: cara menyantet orang, dana ghoib, pesugihan, nikah dengan jin, pengalaman mistis saya, cari wangsit nomor togel, hidup yang bermasalah, dll. Teruslah mengakses atau mengunjungi blog ini, saya akan memberikan solusi tepat, mulai dari mantranya, tempatnya, cara supaya berhasil bahkan mempertemukan anda dengan khodam atau jinnya.

Saya tunggu kedatangan anda di blog ini. Saya berani menjamin ini bukanlah penipuan, sebagai jaminannya jin saya ( yang memiliki nama seperti blog ini ). Kalo saya bohong jin saya akan mendatangi anda dan kalo saya terbukti benar jin saya tetap akan mendatangi anda ... huahahahaha.

Saya bukan kyai bukan juga paranormal tapi saya abnormal. Saya hanya orang yang sedang belajar dalam hal spiritual, karena ilmu Tuhan sangatlah luas. Bagi anda yang tertarik dengan blog saya, jangan kuatir. Solusi yang saya berikan kepada anda, bukanlah syirik atau menyekutukan Tuhan.

Only in theatres? Good job by Matt, though there are abundant room for improvement. *Smiles*

Well, these are some of the many photos taken during our annual national day steamboat celebration. Friendship is such a wonderful thing. Thank God for giving us such a wonderful time together.

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Click on photos for clearer view. Yeowleong look extremely spastic up there. Amen? *Laughs*

Berkata si A,"Aku mau perempuan2 muda dari berbagai bangsa di seluruh dunia dan letakkan dalam sebuah gua tertutup dan jangan ganggu aku selama 10 tahun." Pufff ........!! dengan sekejap mata jin itu menyempurnakan permintaan si A.

Berkata si B,"Aku mau semua jenis arak dari seluruh dunia untuk bekal selama sepuluh tahun dan letakkan dalam sebuah gua tertutup dan jangan ganggu aku selama 10 tahun." Pufff ........ !! dengan sekejap mata jin itu menyempurnakan permintaan si B.

Berkata p**a si C,"Aku mau semua jenis rokok dari seluruh dunia untuk bekal selama sepuluh tahun dan letakkan dalam sebuah gua tertutup dan jangan ganggu aku selama 10 tahun." Pufff .......... !! dengan sekejap mata jin itu menyempurnakan permintaan si C.

Setelah genap 10 tahun, maka jin tersebut muncul ke! mbali untuk membuka pintu gua masing2 sebagaimana yang dijanjikan.<BR> Maka jin tersebut pergi membuka pintu gua si A, ketika dibuka maka keluarlah si A dengan keadaan kurus kering, berdiri pun tidak bisa karena tidak sanggup untuk menggerakkan lutut sebab hari2 hanya memuaskan nafsu dengan perempuan.Tiba2 si A pun jatuh ketanah lalu mati!!

Setelah itu jin tersebut pergi ke gua si B, ketika pintu dibuka maka keluarlah si B dengan perut yang sangat buncit karena hari2 mabuk2an.J alan pun ter-huyung2. Tiba2 si B pun jatuh ketanah lalu mati!!

Setelah itu jin pergi ke gua si C dan membuka pintu gua. Tiba2 si C keluar dalam keadaan sehat walafiat dan terus MENAMPAR si jin. Sambil me- maki2 si jin ia berkata :

JIN GOOOOOBLOOOKK ...!!!! lighter nye MANAAAAAAAAA ....???!!!

P/S: isap laa rokoktu sampai lebam..
wkakakak...sedut ngan air liur laa yer...

Why would i tell God that then? It's a testimony to share once again. I went to Tuesday prayer's meeting, got back home at around 12am and blogged till 4am i guess. Therefore, overslept. God is good, he woke my mom to scold me and wake up up at 7:45am when I should be in school by 7:35am. The bus came straight away when I reach the bus stop. Amazing huh? it was 8am, a time when jam is of abundance. However, nothing could stop God from delivering me to my exam on time. When i reached the gates, the guard said "Today is the last day for J2 to be late and not charged, tomorrow onwards late comers will be charged." Barred from examinations? I don't know. What i know is, honour God and God will honour you.

Time in school was as it is per normal. Nothing much. HOWEVER, class photo is out and I look really good in it. I'm good looking. Thank God. *Wide Smile* I will post it up next time and you guys will get to see the testimony of that statement!

ANYWAY, due to the sleepless night on the previous day, after I have showered and prepared for prayer's meeting at 7:30pm, I fell asleep, waking just nicely at 7:30pm. So I was an hour late for the meeting. Missed the initial worship and praising session. But the sermon was extremely fruitful.

Here's what it was about. Dreams. Steps to succession of the achievements today all started with a dream of one. Did you know the recent Olympics in Beijing was a 100 years old dream by a China guy? Never mind the details, the point is, dreams are possible, but it may not seem to be in our time, or within reach as we humans have limited sights and knowledge. Roger Bannister is another perfect example that proved dreams are possible.

Steps to achieve a dream is firstly to DREAM. The clearer you can picture the dream, the more it is possible. You need to picture all the small details out in your mind. For it to appear more valid to yourself first. Secondly, you need to nature it. Which is planning out the details. Foster the dream.

Thirdly, believe in it.
Matthew 17:20 - He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."
Mark 9:23- "'If you can'?" said Jesus. "Everything is possible for him who believes."
Hebrews 11:6- And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him.

Faith is indeed a very powerful thing. (Faith is also a wonderful friend of mine-praises that makes her heart flutter)

Fourthly, share the dream. So you will reach the LAST STEP, realizing it, achieving it, succeeding it in the very end. It may not be you that will achieve the dream, but when you completed the first four steps, there will be people down the generation that will fufil the dream and at least mention your name giving you the credits indicating you are the one who dreamt about it. *Smiles*

However, the transition from the second to third step is often restricted by an obstacle. An that obstacle is NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. Something that destroys and limits us. Faith is usually taken away by it. Hence we have to make a choice to remove it. Why would people have negative thoughts then? It could be due to a person's character, unfortunate events that built bitterness deep in one's heart or even due to the people around you. Especially those influencial ones in your lives like family members, their negative comments that hurt you which you bury deep in your heart and are unable to let go. These could be the reasons or factors. But the main reason is actually our own choice. We have the power to decide to be negative, to hold back or let go. The choice to be positive or negative is within you, you have the power to decide. Make the right decision, do the right thing. *Smiles*

Start small, try praying asking for God's grace to help us let go. Seek the Bible or other books on positive thinking. Then, our dreams will be fufilled, our Faith will be as solid rock, never shakened. That's about all for the sermon on dreams and positive thinking; for what i've noted down and remembered.

Dinner time! Brother Rixiang suanning me STILL on the chicken chop incident when he savours his yummy chicken chop. Pastor Daniel sat next to me and for the first time i had an inter-conversation with him. Usually it is only him talking on stage, me saying amen. Firstly, he is the one who mentioned Roger Bannister to me taught me that we should not be restricted by mental limitations. Check out his story yourself.

Secondly, he talked about his own past and Kenny's testimony. Amazing experiences. God is good!
He also shared abit on gossiping, more details will be given in the next next sermon i guess, another commandment.

Lastly, i popped a burning question i always had to him and found my answer finally. Thank God! Well, if you know me well enough, you will know that I don't really like my family, and always had negative thoughts about them. Something i should change and throw away! They are the closest to me and I must love them!

Well, the question is, how to LOVE the unlovable in general. As Jesus had commanded His disciples before being crucified. Love one another as I have loved you. For my case, my detestful, unresponsible, good for nothing, irritating, stucked up brother. (A little too intense but this will be the last time I will say negative things about him *Grins*)

Here's what I have learnt. We ourselves are unlovable sinners that even the good we do in our eyes is considered as sin to God. He is that righteous and holy. Perhaps a little too extreme. ANYWAY, God can forgive us our sins, why can't we? It is not as if my brother had killed me or sinned deeply that he deserve hatred. I have also realised that many unhappiness within families and friends is due to ego, or "face" that we are unable to let go to love one another beyond ourselves.

Did you know that the bible stated that "Vengence is God's"? If someone sinned against you, God will punish and pass judgement onto him. We mere mans are not of any right to judge the children of God. Instead, it is stated in the bible that we are to forgive the unforgivable, love the unlovable. Pray for them, bless them. Make their wrongs right through praying or communicate with them, letting them know through means with respect and gentleness and not hostility.

Usually, we humans, being educated to be selfish in nature in this fallen and materialistic world, we expect other's attitude to change, to improve towards ourselves first before we make a change in our attitude towards them. We need to first change and improve our attitude towards the others before we expect positive changes from the others. God will bless the giving ones. Cool teachings from pastor Daniel huh?

The idea of communicating with people with respect and gentleness is taught by WeiShun, a new friend made. *Smiles* May God bless him and bring joy to his life. I guess God did bless him by bringing me to his life. Amen? *Smiles*

That's about all. Hope you are able to finish reading this post and it is really worthwhile. Afterall it is my post.

am able to participate in this larger web gathering of worship leaders sharing their sunday setlists.
pretty cool to see what some of the other churches are doing. hope we are able to get a feel from churches all around the world!
check it out here!

p.s. - worship this past sunday was led by jin.

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welcome/opening set:
- the old rugged cross [key of A] by george bennard
- shout to the Lord [key of A] by darlene zschech
- still [key of C] by reuben morgan

invitation/eucharist:
- psalm 19 (may the words of my mouth) [key of C] by randy & terry butler

offertory/closing song:
- everlasting God [key of A] by brenton brown & ken riley
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Ho sempre di più la sensazione che Lost stia diventando uno di quegli odiosissimi test psicoattitudinali che ti propinano ai colloqui di lavoro, giusto per il gusto di ridurre il cervello già stressato di suo, in poltiglia.
Dopo ogni puntata di questa IV serie attualmente in onda su Rai 2, mi chiedo se mi trovi davanti ad un esempio di illogicità o di logicità a me sconosciuta....sta di fatto che la mia materia grigia è molto simile ad un frappè inacidito.
Ma ci sono sempre il dottor Jack (bello e rassicurante), l'asiatico Jin (Mr poche parole ma buone), il perfido Locke (che non sa ancora bene da che parte stare), Sawyer (il moooolto bello e impossibile), e Sayid (il fascino zingaresco)...insomma per tutti i gusti e tutti gli umori! ;-)
Detto questo non mollo eh....ah no no, ci arriverò in fondo! :-D

I increasingly feel that Lost is becoming one of those terrible psycho aptitude tests that you to have to do having an interview for a new job, made just to reduce the brain already stressed out, like a mush.
After each episode of the IV series now broadcast by Rai 2, I ask myself if I'm in front of a logical or not logical example ....I just know that my grey matter is like an acid frappe.
But there are always Dr. Jack (beautiful and reassuring), the Asian Jin (Mr 'Few good words), the perfidious Locke (I think he's just a little bit confused), Sawyer (beautiful and impossible) and Sayid (an example of charme) ... someone for all tastes and all moods! ;-)

Le prime tre serie di Lost in 8 minuti / The first three series of Lost

The feeling of LOSING something or misplacing something important had never been positive. But i guess I getting used and numb to it. Though there is GP paper tomorrow, and those notes I lost were super important and valuable, but somehow I was able to find peace and realise that the lost was not as bad as it appears to be. Perhaps through the teachings I've received in church had made me more positive in the way i look at things.

HOWEVER, i really need to be more careful and CBD everytime i alight a bus (or any transport system), a place. CHECK and DOUBLE CHECK! Make it a habit!

PS. if anyone in singapore is the one who found that holder with gp and econs material in it, please let me know!

With the day starting off with lost notes, we went around macdonalds, starbucks and libraries both in westmall and boonlay. A sight of contridiction to views of our government. Singapore is over-populated! We couldn't find a single seat to study. (though i have no materials to) Well, the day was just slacked away with food as i only ate and ate. I did nothing productive for my studies but fats instead. Joy was found at kfc as we played with eugene's phone and joked around. Here are some pictures. Also, picture of junming, a friend i made today who is from PJC.
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Good evening!

Last night after Music Station, when I was watching Kinpachi-sensei, Jin called!

『Come to Shibuya to pick me up!』

Such an annoying phonecall.

Even though it's annoying, I obediently went to pick him up (laughs)

Then, on the way to Jin's house, we passed by a convenience store, so I bought oden,

Jin was asleep so I didn't wake him up!

Yeah~ Till now, it's all normal stuff.

But after reaching Jin's house, I wanted to change into pajamas before eating, but there was no towel! (laughs)

Yeah~ I think someone has already found out!

The towel became Jin's offering...

If I don't change into a pajamas...(cries)

This is the poor towel's story!

PS to Jin's mother, father and younger brother!

Corvina and cod fish's insides and 4 bowls of rice, really delicious yo! (laughs)

The thing that surprised me was the first-class Kyarubi

Next time, it's my turn to treat you all ne!

24 December 2003
vol. 150

Happy Christmas Eve, this is today's 2nd post (laughs)

I, Yamashita Tomohisa's 18th Christmas Eve plan is decided!

I'm going to eat with Jin-chan

Should be eating BBQ meat

We spent Christmas last year and the year before that together

The feeling is really bad!!

Yeah, that's it, now I'm going to be a boy with his whole body covered in BBQ stink

27 December 2003

Last night, we saw snow

Come, raise your hand!

Yes! Yes! I saw it!

Also, you start singing SMAP's song without thinking once you saw snow

Come~ Raise your hand!

Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes!

Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! (laughs)

Also, why were Akanishi Jin and Nishikido Ryo the ones I saw snow with (laughs)

Because the three of us just happened to go out for a drive

And then it just happened to snow

This will definitely be a wonderful memory

After a long time can the 3 of us go out and play together like this

So I'm really happy

Next time if it snows again, definitely have to sing this song

10 April 2004

Hello everyone.

Endless work just come one after the other, there are some stuff hidden inside my heart for a long time not being able to say them out, thinking of NEWS' members, Jin, mother, younger sister and the people who always take care of me, silently supporting me, tears really can't be held back.

But in front of Koyama, Ryo, Tegoshi, Massu, Kusano, Shige and Uchi, I cannot let my tears drop!

Yesterday left a really good memory for me, thanks, NEWS' everyone and Jin.

14 April 2004
vol. 255

Akanishi's house is only 10 minutes away from my house by bicycle (laughs)

Too near!

Don't know why, I've been with that fellow since Secondary 1, feels like we are at the stage that is already more than best friends

Don't know why, I wish that we would continue to be good together

I absolutely do not want Jin to see this (laughs)

25 April 2004
vol. 266

Change topic

Best friend Jin is going to Osaka to perform in a theatrical production, so we can't meet for a month! And so, we also cannot play together.

Don't answer me: So? Ok! (laughs)

2 May 2004
vol. 273

Good night, red wine

Speaking of red wine reminds me of red!

Speaking of red reminds me of Akanishi!

Speaking of Akanishi reminds me that he's still in Osaka now!

Speaking of Osaka reminds me of Hanshin

4 June 2004
vol. 306

Konbanchiwaa , today's weather is also very good

Very hot, very hotIt's summer already!

Ate curry today!

As expected, mother's cooking is the best

To be able to watch Doraemonwhile eating is really a kind of happiness, isn't it! (laughs)

Then, continue the happy feeling like this,

I'm now out on a drive together with best friend Jin!

Two of us singing together(laughs).

It's an English song, even though I don't know the title nor the lyrics, I kept singing along!Passionately singing,

But it's probably just go one round and then go home...(laughs)

But it's ok(laughs), this is how we roll

So, see you next time yo

5 June 2004
vol. 307

Everyone~ Have you been eating BBQ chicken?

I don't eat that(laughs)

Se~~~~ Somehow, today, too, I ended up with Jin

Initially planned to just go one round around my house area, but I carelessly went one round around Kanto!

(Laughs), I said that as a joke, last night, I received reception to stay for a night

Then, Jin's father launched a one-man fashion show since morning!

Because I was super sleepy, so I didn't seriously watch!

(Laughs), really let Jin's father down

4 July 2004

Yesterday, threw a birthday party for Jin and Jimmy

My best friend is already 20 years old (laughs)

Really fast na

First meeting was Secondary 2

Two of us went to catch bugs frequently (laughs)

Also, played Pokémon games together, and frequently rented scary movies, that's why we were frightened half-dead in broad daylight (laughs)

Two days after I changed to a new perfume, he also changed to the same perfume

In short, the various sorts of happy times spent with him flew by especially fast

8 August 2004

Just went to the first showing

Large scale fight scene at 11am

Now, the 2nd show has ended

Already 6+

Aa~ To be able to end peacefully on the first day is really great

Muscles are "bunbun"

I acted in a fight scene

But really couldn't pull off being enemies with best friend Jin (laughs)

When looking at each other hostilely, I had the urge of laughing out loud~ (laughs!)

Want to say that I'm really happy being in SUMMARY!

Feel that to able to be in NEWS is really great!

KAT-TUN is also super handsome!

In short, starting from tomorrow, too, I will work hard using my body and soul!!

5 September 2004
4:06pm

Hasn't been updating for one week. Because we went to Hawaii~

On the day of setting off, I wanted to write an entry, but later, the higher-ups said I can't. (laughs)

But Hawaii is really great!

Every morning, upon waking up, we would go to the sea to surf and swim, then eat some hotdogs to fill our stomachs before going off to swim again.

By the way, NEWS' members, Jin, Kame and Kusano, everyone became really tanned, feels like they were toasted~

9 September 2004
1:40pm

Hello everyone~

Yesterday, I ate with Jin yo~

We even ordered tuna and avocado set, it's really something.

No matter what, from the two gluttons' banzai faces reactions, this meal should not be too bad.

But two of us really became the focal point, we became a bit embarrassed by being looked at by the surrounding customers.

After that, we boarded the white car home~

Consequently, didn't I have Dragon Ball's DVD? The two high people, with Son Goku, began to find Dragon Balls together till morning 5+am......(laughs)

10 September 2004
6:47pm

Hello everyone~

Today, drove Akanishi to a place near his working area. On the way back, I saw donuts selling at only 150Yen each, so I lavishly bought about 10.

11 September 2004
2:41pm

Roasted sweet potato~~

Really wish to eat that~~~

Yeah, this' the feeling, still carefully pretending that Akanishi-kun is not beside me~

Recently, really has the feeling of maintaining the situation of half roommates! I'm really letting Akanishi's fans down na~

21 September 2004
1:52pm

Yesterday, even though it was only 5 minutes, I still met up with Jin! (laughs)

How high is the frequency of our meet-ups??

Because of the many days of being together, it's become a habit! Really feels like having a brother!

But if you really have to ask who's the older brother,

It's indeed the hamburger during Mid-Autumn Festival afterall! (laughs)

9 December 2004
vol. 490

Even though I'm on the move now, just passed by Shangara Ramen shop!!!

About 2 years ago I guess, Jin and I frequently eat in Shangara na!

(Laughs)

I think the remaining 4 days were spent lingering in the Gyuudon shop na! (laughs)

That time, my catchphrase was: Please give me Tsuyudaku with egg!! (laughs)

Because of the fact that I would say it four times a week na! (laughs)

16 December 2004
vol. 497

Now, Jin is beside me!

He is drinking vitamin medicine in one shot because he is having flu!

Yeah－Even though I don't even know if there are things that I want to do in one shot,

But drinking vitamin medicine in one shot is something I'm seeing for the first time! (laughs)

Today is Jin's Christmas Drama last broadcasting day na (laughs)

If everyone didn't check, then come and take on the torture of drinking vitamin medicine in one shot (laughs)

The end~~ XD Feels too little.. His entries are so lively always, and always have food in them, lol~ XD

SO CUTE! Always writing about his dear Jin, YamaP really loves him a lot ne! LOL~ I wonder if Jin writes about P like that too? Did he start writing Jweb as early as P? P is really consistent.. Everyday one post, only rare times did he skip a day~ These entries were written when he was 18~19.. Happy working life while I was having happy school life even though we're the same age, lol.. This year, P went to KAT-TUN's LIVE just the other day~ They made him go on the stage and sing with them, awwww~!! ♥ The relationship between YamaP and Jin is the envious of many, I guess!!

I mean, being best friends and being so close all the time even till now, 10 years later!!

Even me and my best friend [of 16 years till now] drifted apart because of the cruel reality~! We were together all the time in primary school yo~! Now, she's a teacher and I'm a designer, totally different areas of work!! So collaborating the way they^ are doing is almost impossible.. T_T

Anyway, saw this somewhere and felt like translating it~ ^_^ It's really sweet ne, lol~

Nothing can be better than the gift called "best friend"~ Really~

Treasure all your friends yo!! ♥

It's 2:10am, so, over and out, ja mata ne! OYASUMINASAI!

Ryo did not reply to Jin's message last month! [The one where Jin called him a skinny monkey, haha!]

I wonder if YamaP replied? XD I'll go search for it~

I forgot to put up the first pic on the 16th of July! Really absent-minded T_T O, and the "so take care" is gibberish, because I don't understand what he said ["hitotsu nishi bore"], lol.. XD

WinkUP 08 August Issue

WinkUP 08 September Issue

Here's YamaP's answer to Jin's Aug message! I'll try my best to find its scan!!

En los comentarios del tema anterior salió el tema de Lost y pensé ¿Por que no? Mientras es verano y el foro en el que participo esta cerrado, sereís vosotros queridos lectores los que tendreís que aguantar mis teorías. 

Como vimos en la finale de la 4ta temporada, el carguero finalmente explota. Con jin en él. Michel murió en la explosión porque estaba junto a los explosivos pero Jin estaba en cubierta, asi que pregunto ¿es posible que se haya salvado? Recuerdo la explosión perfectamente, primero vimos explotar el centro del barco y la popa y la proa quedaron intactas, dando tiempo suficiente a Jin de saltar del barco antes de que el barco explotara completamente y no quedara ni rastro de él.

Hay rumores-¿SPOILER?- de que Jin protagoniza la primera escena de la temporada 5 con Jack, pero en el caso de ser cierto creo que es una alucinación o un sueño de Jack por haber dejado a Jin en el barco.

¿Por que creo que jin está vivo? Pues además de lo arriba señalado, que tuvo tiempo de saltar del barco, pensad, para que han puesto los guionistas a Faraday con un montón de extras en medio del océano, sin barco y sin isla?¿Porque les sobran personajes? En Lost nada es porque si, esta claro que lo que quieren es que Daniel encuentre a Jin. ¿No son suficientes razones para pensar que está vivo? 

Además, yo veo la trama mas emocionante si Jin está vivo, porque imaginad lo que pasaría si de repente resulta que ha habido otro superviviente de los pasajeros del vuelo 815 y el montaje de los O6 no se sostiene... o que por la misma razón tenga que vivir en el anonimato cambiandose el nombre como Locke y y no puede ver a Sun y entonces ella piensa que está muerto pero esta vivo y fuera de la isla. ¡Las posibildades son infinitas!

Bueno, ¿Que creeis vosotros? ¿Está vivo? ¿está muerto?

Ah, por cierto, abro una nueva categoría de teorías de Lost.

Posting ramadahan bersama iblis ini yang lebih difokuskan kepada jawabn “ Iblis Siapakah Engaku ?.” akan mencoba kajian tentang iblis ini secara lebih terfokus tentang asal usul iblis yang penuh misteri dan menimbulkan banyak perbendaan pendapat dikalangan ulama dan ahli ilmu

Melakukan kajian tentang asal usul iblis tidak terlepas dari kisah pembangkangan iblis terhadap Allah SWT yang termuat dalam Al-Quran surat Al Baqarah Ayat 34 yang berbunyi  :

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“ dan (ingatlah) ketika Kami berfirman kepada Para Malaikat: "Sujudlah kamu kepada Adam," Maka sujudlah mereka kecuali Iblis; ia enggan dan takabur dan adalah ia Termasuk golongan orang-orang yang kafir. ”

Pengertian sujud disini berarti menghormati dan memuliakan Adam, bukanlah berarti sujud memperhambakan diri, karena sujud memperhambakan diri itu hanyalah semata-mata kepada Allah.

Dari ayat Al Quran tersebut Allah memerintahkan kepada malaikat untuk memuliakan Adam. Seluruh malaikat pun sujud kepada Adam sesuai dengan perintah Allah. Kecuali iblis yang membangkang. Iblis tidak mau memuliakan Adam.

Dari pengertian tersebut berkembang dua pendapat tentang asal usul iblis yaitu  :

1.         Iblis Berasal Dari Malikat

Alasan iblis beraal dari malaikat adalah dalam ayat tersebut dinyatakan bahwa

“dan (ingatlah) ketika Kami berfirman kepada Para Malaikat: "Sujudlah kamu kepada Adam," Maka sujudlah mereka kecuali Iblis ”

Kata “ kecuali iblis “ menurut pendapat tersebut menyatakan bahwa iblis adalah bagian dari yang diperintah yaitu “ malaikat “ karena yang diperintahkan untuk bersujud memuliakan Adam adalah Malaikat

2.         Iblis Bukan Berasal Dari Malaikat

Dari ayat tersebut juga , kata “ Kecuali Iblis “ disini berarti yang diperintahkan untuk memuliakan Adam adalah seluruh makhluk yang diciptakan Allah lebih dahulu dari Adam tidak terkecuali iblis, sehingga kata “ Kecuali Iblis “ bukan berarti menyatakan iblis bagian dari malaikat

Pendapat mana yang paling benar diantara dua pendapt tersebut ?.

Apakah iblis berasal atau bagian dari malaikat ataukah iblis itu makhluk yang bebeda dari malaikat ?

Untuk menjawab pertanyaan ini, sebagai orang awam yang sedikit sekali diberi pengetahuan oleh Allah SWT tentang masalah gaib. Tentunya kita akan sulit untuk memberikan jawaban secara terperinci dan tegas

Namun demikian, Allah telah menjelaskan tentang asal usul iblis lebih terperinci dalam surat  Al Kahfi ayat ke 50 yang berbunyi  :

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“ dan (ingatlah) ketika Kami berfirman kepada Para Malaikat: "Sujudlah kamu kepada Adam, Maka sujudlah mereka kecuali iblis. Dia adalah dari golongan jin, Maka ia mendurhakai perintah Tuhannya. Patutkah kamu mengambil Dia dan turanan-turunannya sebagai pemimpin selain daripada-Ku, sedang mereka adalah musuhmu? Amat buruklah iblis itu sebagai pengganti (dari Allah) bagi orang-orang yang zalim. “

Iblis yang menolak untuk bersujud memuliakan  Adam adalah iblis dari golonga jin.  “ Maka sujudlah mereka kecuali iblis. Dia adalah dari golongan jin “ jadi dari ayat ini iblis yang enggan untuk bersujud memuliakan Adam bukan dari seluruh golongan iblis tetapi hanya sebagian iblis, yaitu iblis dari golongan jin

Kalau demikian , Apakah iblis itu berasal atau bagian dari jin atau jin merupakan berasal atau bagian dari iblis ?

Untuk menjawab pertanyaan tersebut mari kita perhatikan surat  Ar Rahmaan ayat ke 15 berikut ini   :

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“ dan Dia menciptakan jin dari nyala api. “

Jadi jin diciptakan Allah dari nyala api bukan dari api sebab nyala api merupkan sifat dari api, bukan api.

Selanjutnya perhatikan surat  Al A'raaf ayat ke 12 yang berbunyi   :

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“ Allah berfirman: "Apakah yang menghalangimu untuk bersujud (kepada Adam) di waktu aku menyuruhmu?" Menjawab iblis "Saya lebih baik daripadanya: Engkau ciptakan saya dari api sedang Dia Engkau ciptakan dari tanah".

Dari dua ayat Al-Quran di atas sudah diketahui bahwa iblis bukan berasal dari jin tetapi jin merupakan bagin dari kelompok iblis karena nyala api merupakan akibat dari adanya api, jin merupakan akibat dari adanya iblis

Jadi yang tidak mau bersujud memuliakan adam adalah kelompok iblis dari golongan jin bukan iblis secara keseluruhan.

Kembali kepada pertanyaan awal. Apakah iblis berasal dari bagian dari malaikat ?.

Untuk menjawab pertanyaan itu, setelah diketahui  tentang asal usul iblis, mari kita lihat asal usul malaikat yaitu menurut riwayat menyatakan bahwa malaikat itu diciptakan malaikat dari nur atau cahaya ( ? ) sehingga antara iblis dan malaikat terdapat perbedaan yang sangat nyata atau iblis bukan berasal dari malaikat

Jadi apa hubungannya antara Ramadhan bersama iblis ; Iblis siapakah engkau ? Dengan mengetahui asal usul iblis kita juga akan mengetahui kelebihan dan kekurangan iblis, sehingga iblis tidak bisa dengan leluasa menjalankan misinya dengan prosedur tetap yang sudah disetujui Allah atau protab iblis menggoda manusia

Karena iblis adalah makhluk gaib yang tidak bisa dilihat dengan mata. Hal ini sudah dibahas dalam posting “ Fenomena Penampakkan Iblis “ dalam blog ini. Kalau belum membaca silahkan membaca kembali.

Iblis sebagai makhluk gaib tidak bisa dilihat mata manusia. Manusia tidak tahu kapan iblis tersebut akan menyerang. Namun yang pasti sebagai musuh iblis pasti akan menyerang manusia dengan menjalankan protabnya. Akibatnya dalam menghadapai iblis; musuh yang tidak terlihat manusia harus tetap dalam kondisi siaga I atau siaga perang selalu.

Sikap siaga I ini bertujuan untuk meminimalisasi resiko yang akan ditimbulkan atas serangan mendadak iblis yang gaib itu. Sikap siaga I ini dilakukan dengan cara selalu berada dalam kondisi suci lahir dan batin. Serta memperbanyak zikir dan mendekatkan diri kepada Allah SWT seperti selalu menjaga diri dalam kondisi beruduk dan selalu memperbaharui uduk lahir dan batin

Pilihan selalu berada dalam sikap siaga I menghadapi iblis didasarkan kepada sabda Rasulullah yang menyatakan bahwa, Apabila kamu marah, maka beruduklah karena marah itu berasal dari iblis dan iblis itu berasal dari api. Api akan padam oleh air.

Insya Allah dengan selalu menjaga uduk dan memperbaharui uduk, kita denganbaik bisa menjalankan ibadah puasa pada bulan Ramadhan yang sebentar lagi akan datang ibadah – ibadah lainnya yang pada bulan Ramadhan Allah menjanjikan pahala yang berlipat ganda .. Amin

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